It is really strange to hear all these names like John Underwood and Penny... I remember when Penny came in and was scared like the rest of us, I don't know what happened but before I knew it, she was a staff member... I remember thinking that was a little freaky, but whatever....I was 13 when I was forced in and 2 days later I turned 14, Happy Birthday to me...I think the guy's name that was from New York was Danny, because he had a strong New York accent and he was the one who talked to me first and I thought he was a pretty nice guy, until I went to him after that old comer took his belt to my ass in front of his family, and told him how bad he had embarrassed me by taking my pants down and his come back was good for him, I didn't thing he had it in him, now I have a whole new respect for him... Boy, was I crushed, but it was then that I knew I was on my own and I had to do everything and anything to make them all believe that I was part of them... I even made myself belive it..... I sure would like to run into that oldcomer today, I am 43 now and that's a scar that I will probably take to my grave......