Elan hated contraversial lyrics.

[Nazi]

Elan hated certain songs by certain groups that we use to play.One song they didn't like was Testament "Over the walls".They said it gave people the wrong message.

I've been a prisoner
Trapped in by fear
Ordered for the rest of my life
Condemned in a jail cell
Ain't seen life in years
Escape is the only way out

[CHORUS :]
Restart my life
Or self destruction
To climb this wall
Of dark construction
Holding the quest for freedom
That beckons me

My sanity is all but gone
My patience is growing very weak
I need to get a hold of myself
I stare at the wall
For the right time has come
Escape must occur on this night

[CHORUS :]
Stand in my way
And I'll run you straight through
There's no one to stop me now
For I'm on the loose
And I'm ready to start
Torture and hell an this town

OVER THE WALL !!!!!!!!

The search will not stop
And hounds will not rest
Till I am back in my cell
For if I am caught,I'll try it again
Over the wall I will go,I will go

[Nazi]

Your last night in elan you usually get to have a farewell song before going out into the world.I chose 2 with contraversial lyrics.The first song is by Warrior Soul "Losers".

Have you ever wanted
To be someone you're not
But you look into the world
And you see what you've got
There's nothing there
But brains and guts
Finally open the door
And then it shuts
Look to the center
And I think you'll find
The people that are gettin'
They are blind
You changed the channel
And there's nothing there
You weren't born pretty
And it isn't fair...
Here's to the losers
The substance abusers
To the rejects
All the imperfects
'Cause I think we're beautiful
'Cause I think we're beautiful
'Cause I think we're beautiful
No matter what anyone says
I think we're beautiful
Them most beautiful
In the world
You try for jobs
But they say you're strange
You're sportin' a style
That they call pain
So you get in trouble
And your brain is gone
You're cryin' out man
But the words are wrong
Here's to the losers
The substance abusers
To the rejects
All the imperfects
'Cause I think we're beautiful
'Cause I think we're beautiful
'Cause I think we're beautiful
No matter what anyone says
I think we're beautiful
Them most beautiful
In the world
I know you're tired
Of being put down
And all the crap that's said in town
But you're the person that matters most
I raise my glass, and make a toast
This one's for the losers
Substance abusers
To the rejects
All the imperfects
To the retarded
And the broken-hearted
To the starving massses
And the lower classes
'Cause I think we're beautiful
'Cause I think we're beautiful
'Cause I think we're beautiful
No matter what anyone else says
I think we're beautiful

[Nazi]

Overkill "Years of decay"



OUT ON THIS ROAD TAKES ITS TOLL
AND YOU PAY FOR EVERYTHING YOU DO
UNDERLIGHTS, MADE ME BLIND
THIS PLACE IS THE SAME AS LAST NIGHT
OUT OF CONTROL TAKES ITS TOLL
BUT YOU LEARN TO LIVE WITH YOUR DREAMS
SPEAKING YOUR MIND TO THOSE YOU FIND
LISTENING TO WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY
I WOULDN'T CHANGE THE WAY
I WOULDN'T STOP THE DECAY
PROMISED THE WORLD,AS YOUR WORLD
CHANGED BEFORE YOUR EYES
AND THE DAYS BECAME THE WEEKS
AND THE WEEKS THE YEARS
AND NOONE REMEMBERS THAT VERY FIRST DAY
OR HOW IT SLIPPED AWAY
FOREVER I WAIT, PULLING IN, PULLING OUT
AS THE MOTORS WHINE
TO REMIND ME I'M HOME
AND I'M HERE TO STAY
AS WE DECAY
ANOTHER DAY
DECAY AWAY
I'M GOIN' HOME, I DON'T KNOW WHERE
I'M GOIN' HOME, NOT FAR FROM HERE
OUT ON THIS ROAD, PAINT THIS TOLL
MAKE ME WHOLE, SET THE STAGE
FILL IT WITH ANGER, FILL IT WITH RAGE
NO I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S TODAY
I KNOW IT FALLS IN THE YEARS OF DECAY
SELF, SACRIFICE, EVERYNIGHT
AND TOGETHER WE PAID A PRICE IN BLOOD
THAT SPILLED OUT THROUGH THE YEARS
AND ANOTHER DAY PASSES AWAY
LOOK TO THE BLACK, DRAWN FARTHER BACK
LOOK TO EACH DAY,SEE THE DECAY
TIMES I'VE HAD, GOOD AND BAD
WIN OR LOSE, THIS IS WHAT I CHOOSE...

[Nazi]

After the song "Years of my decay" had ended I was to make a short speech before reading the elan philosophpy.My speech was very short and brief.I said that the song years of my decay meant alot to me and elan was nothing but years of decay on my life.
I dropped the elan philospohy on a table and said "Thank god I will never have to read this crap again".
Tina Hicks was working that night and said nothing against this rebeling attitude of mine.I heard a few smerks and cheers.

[Dee Verry]

I KNOW THEY DIDN'T LIKE THAT SONG,SINGING BEFORE LEAVING.THATS DIFFERENT WHY DID THEY DO THAT?WHAT WAS THE PUPOSE?

[Nazi]

During my era I guess it was custome for you to pick a song that meant something about your life or to you.I always waited for that special day to come, my last night in elan.It was a shame jeff or Marc wasnt present as to my last actions for that night.

Funniest thing was the following day when I was discharged I was a worker at the time because I was demoted for some reason which I do not remember, and my parents were coming around 10:00 am to pick me up.
Anyway I guess marc and gottlieb wee on the rag that morning becuase of incidents that occured the night before in school with some residents.Therfore they were being hard with everyone right done the dichotomy.
Marc said to me, I know today you are leaving but I want you to stay in the dining room until you are discharged.I said what ever man.anyway I didnt stay in the dining room and wandered the house as I pleased.I was booked 4 times before leaving and they attempted to have me knock and get deakt for it.I was called to staff zone to knock and knocked on the door , they asked who's out there I said your worst fuckin nightmare.Then I heard jeffery scream come in" I didnt know Jeff was in there.

Anyway The hed of the dealing crew started to elborate why I was booked then I immediatly got my feelings off for Jeff in my own dealing crew.I ripped into him so bad saying shit like, "Yeah fuck you, how dare you give me a dealing crew when I'm out of here"Jeff looked at me and said, just go sit and wait in the dining room please until we release you.
Well the time came and I saw my parents pull up around the circle.I walked out of the dining room and prceeded to walk out of the front door at staff zone, the expeditor said " who's permission do you have to leave?" I replied my own, now go fuck off!! The expeditor got confused and yelled chief split and at that time Tina Hicks was in the parking lot wishing me good luick and success.Two high strentght came running out the door looking foir the spliter and Tina said nevermind, he is leaving, she also said your expeditor needs to knock for not knowing what was going on in the house.
I greeted ,my parents and said I'll get my bags, I walked over to the expeditors office window first and made faces at the expeditor getting dealt with, it got her all mad and she had to re knock.
Anyway I went back inside got my bags and my dad started packing the car.I went back ti the dining room for my final visit and wanted to address the house with my final words.
I said good luck to my friends and goodbye and fuck you to certain people i disliked.Jeff was present in the dining room and I could see he was getting aggitated with me and said, just leave and good luck to you.As I walked out of the dining room I had my 2 middle fingers up in the air saying "This is too all the people I hate".
I heard Jeff say," I cant believe this guy, unbeliveable"