Not sure who you are, but I'll respond to that, to what was addressed to me (Jessica) anyway. If you are talking about what I shared about on 21C, just remember that the media tends to skip a lot of what is said. Just to let you know in writing, I was filmed for that documentary for 2 hours, I did mention the fact that my parents weren't envolved in the program, I did mention positives that I received from the program, I did and I repeat made a point of saying that I am only speaking for the period of time which I was in aarc. I have always said I don't know what it's like now. I have never been on this board to bash aarc or say that Dr. Vause is evil. I have always only shared my personal experience. I have always made it very clear to reporters when talking to them, that I don't the Dr. Vause is a bad person, I don't think he runs the center for money or any other bad motive. I do believe he honestly feels he is helping people. All I've ever wanted to do is express how whether you like to admit it or not, not everything while I was in there was roses. There were things done and said that effect me to this very day. So just remember what you read here and what you see in the media is a small portion of what someone really feels and wants to say. I know sometimes I have tended to just react to things (like being called a crack whore, and being threatened as I have been on this board). Free speech, that's all this has ever been about, freedom to express my own opinion. Thanks. Jes