Not how you roll? I think you're forgetting a few things.
OK, I think I know where your going with this. What am I supposed to do on a web site. Tell him to go home, not communicate with him, trash him everyday. Go out of my way to get into his personal life and run a muck.
Really I could just hire someone to find him, not hard if you have the money. Samara anyone can be found.
But this is crazy talk and insane if you act off the talk, also criminal.
So what do I do, I do not take it personal and I engage with Whooter, to understand. Period.
I will never
forget and please don't say that again, Samara.
I have told everyone since day one, I will not think nor act like many here, I view my past experiences differently.
Listen I have Inculcate, telling me that I did not go to treatment where I went, just because she can. Now if she holds credibility here this will fly but who gives a shit in the big picture, I don't and neither will other posters.
Daytop, Marathon House and The Third Nail did not have the impact that Elan had on me. None of those programs controlled me with violence as Elan did. I was so young at Daytop and for such a brief time (it is such a distant memory), Marathon House was a few months more (my memory is fading there also, The Third Nail was 3 months at best and I went right back to shooting dope. Elan I do remember because for 2 years there were no drugs and alcohol, so I can recollect many instances, though as I get older it is becoming harder.
It seems many of you folks here from the moment you left your program you have been in contact with your experiences you had there and have maintained a relationship with these experiences. I did not do this, my first 10 years out of Elan were mired in drugs and alcohol, next 20 years building a new business, dealing with kids, wife, death of wife, new relationship and so on. I never spent a great deal of time going over memories of Elan, Daytop, Marathon House or The Third Nail.
Not, till I got here and as you can see by Inculcated reactions to me, my memory may not be good...
I have had many hours of therapy in many different forms, have had magical spiritual journeys and received much help from family and friends, this I believe has brought me to this day.
