Stick stack.
Apparently you live in an entirely emotional world. It don't help. if what you believe ain;t true, if what you feel ain't right, believe me, pal, it don't help.
find a way, Go walking, Go Hunting, go Fishing or Swimming, take a boat out,, Hook a shark, kill a gator, Drink til you're drunk Farm, and see stuff grow, wonder at the birds and critters, why they do what they do Chase women, a lot of them like it, go drive a hundred miles an hour ( on back-road) There's shooting or arrows or any damned thing. Just find a way. I do most of the above, don't chase women too much anymore, i found it too expensive, though I wouldn't take any of it back.
J.O.M. ::unhappy:: this round's fer you