Well who ever you are that responded I am that red headed girl yes, and my name really is susan, there is one person I so would love to find out about, her name was Mida Garcia, older then me, put in from the court system, was put in many times too, she was a wonderful soul, watched out over me, saw her last when I left that place and refused to ever enter again, she reminded me that my life was my life, I grew fast and unafraid of anything because mida taught me how to keep my soul from being taken, in other words they could not break me, no way, she would tell me close your eyes and pretend I am with you somewhere, I always pretended we were in greynolds park, last time I saw her was when she came to visit me, she had run away for her last time she said, I hope she made it far away from that place and her mom was able to join her with her beauitful daughter, I hope anyone that suffered is able to find peace with something they love, like a special place, anything, because it really is wrong to have to experience such cruelty, at the age I was I should have been at school, or swimming like I loved so much, riding my bike, talking to my best friend Nancy, who still is my best friend, see something happened to me while all were busy well going to school and learning and growing, I was busy hiding , afraid, scared to be myself,under weight from not eating right, oh my what else everything you could imagine that soul was going through.But what happened is I got stuck in time, to this day I feel like I am still young that age, I never grew up like most people, I had to teach self everything, which we do any ways, but I mean school, I was taken out and I did not go back, because when I did I felt so self conscious like I was being watched which I am sure I was, but i stopped going to school because those same souls were there and I was not one of them I was me, always was me, so I stayed away from places that I thought they were. Running away at a young age changes everything for a young soul that had well a pattern like most would. I got up daily went to school after school I did work outs at gym room, after that I came home and went off to swimming teams. I do not think that I had time to even know what a drug was, very sad. Why and what gives anyone the right to get away with such bullshit, now I agree I came out grand, but come on the shit I saw some go through hurt me more then what I myself was going through, what the seed taught me was to run, run for your life, and hide, and I never trusted anyone in there but Mida, so what the hec was this all about, some handful of idiots making money and a lot of it is all, not a one of them gave a shit about anyone in that place, not one. I am asking anyone out there if you know how to contact anyone especially about Mida Garcia, think she deserves a huge hug and a nice dinner from me, for being there for me, and so much more, that's the soul that helped me grow, yes Mida Garcia, the ones you all loved to be so hateful too,because she had a soul, and you all did not. I say you all meaning the idiots that controlled or tried to control, I know not all were bad but the most and the higher staff were all bad news,every last one of them were. How dare anyone mix young girls with well druggies as all you called them anyways, I mean you had children chain smoking cigarettes from 10 in morning till 10 at night, that's really going to do wonders to kids. Idiots, and I say idiots should pay. so if there is a way again to contact these fools, I am a big girl now, and very smart and healthy too, and guess what I still have never gotten high,so fudge you staff members, if your all not dead well I wish you all the same thing, I wish upon you what you did to so many in that horrible hot nasty old building that was falling apart.Hopefully some of them did do time, as kidnapping is against the law. That's what you all did to me, I also would love to chop off libbys hair if she still has it, as I recall it was as long as mine, to her bum maybe past, see if she likes being held against her will and her hair chopped off with a razor in front of both girls and guys, horrible that day was. Experience no torture yes. The seed in deed is not what I need, I did not do junk and pills and weed, and even 12 hours a day of anything is over time so I want to be given back my time.Well, Peace to all, and if I can ever help anyone feel better I am here, BIG HUGE HUGS TO ALL, Peace, stay free within.
