*sigh* Kev, when are you going to stop playing these games? Futhermore what happened to you? You are simply NOT the person I used to respect.
I used to think you and I were on the same side of the fence, but apparently I was wrong and frankly I feel stupid for wasting so much time contributing so much time and effort to AntiWWASP. Heres the thing, what ever Pam convinced you about me was absolutely not true and I was hurt and offended that you decided to stab me in the back but I kept my cool, and moved on. But you, you just went on a bat shit crazy rampage and look where its gotten you? You fucked up the Apall site, (which Im glad you did because Psy and I are progressing much more than we would if you still had your claws in this project) You've been trolling fornits, your burning bridges with everyone including Pam who was more loyal and dedicated to you and antiwwasp than most we have seen come through, and now even your active members are leaving you. You HAVE GOT to see that the way you have been acting is really fucking up your reputation.
For the most part I have just sitting back, watching you time and again shoot yourself in the foot and I admit it HAS been funny. But its almost to the point where you are clearly just a kid with a shit load of issues and I dont think theres anything funny about that. Its sad and pathetic. Your reputation might not mean much to you, but I assure you it means something to the people on AntiWWASP and Im pretty sure they dont want to have the rest of their efforts in this community tainted by your actions so unless you want to lose the last 2 members you have on your forums I suggest you fucking check yourself. You wont listen to anyone if they call you out on this, you have to be bold enough to swallow your ego and consider your actions. You will not be taken seriously in this community any longer that much is already settled, but considering this world has much more people in it than just you, you should learn how to curb your attitude. I noticed it getting worse and worse at AntiWWASP, and now I am just glad that things went down the way they did between you and me because I would have really regretted getting into bed with you as the shit storm you brought upon yourself and your site community hit. I am REALLY glad, (no matter how rediculous your false accusations were) that you and I had a falling out and even more glad that I am no longer on AntiWWASP. You never appreciated me and all of the effort I brought to the table. You never (before pam offered you a paycheck) had much interest in progressing the movement, all you cared about was the credit you get for hosting a forum. I really dont think you should expect anyone to pay to host YOUR site, as you said, "I hold the keys, (passwords) I hold the power" well, with great power comes great sacrafice and responsibility. I dont think that you should be excused for any reason for reposting this site, especially considering your past and the mere fact that is has the effect of contridicting the work we are all doing to oppose the programs. Heres the deal, you might not care what content is on that site, but parents do and they are much more apt to believe what they want to hear than the truth and you are totally facilitating their intentional ignorance and in doing so sending many more kids to programs. It isnt referral sites that send kids to programs, its shitty parents and if a shitty parent sees that site they are THAT MUCH CLOSER to making that decision.
So Thanks again Kev, for impeading on our progress. I know thats your intention, maybe thats why it bothers me so much. If you werent an egotistical maniac maybe things would be different but for now we will simply need to cut you out of TTI because the last thing I will be willing to do is facilitate giving you any more of that attention you crave so badly. Sucks you had to play your cards this way but at least now we are all aware of your true colors, and believe me, that is priceless. And by the way, I went to Disneyland for the FIRST TIME because my boyfriend's family surprised me with tickets for my birthday. I didnt even eat at the park because I have no cash. I barely pay my rent want to know why? because I am spending billable hours on opposing programs. and I did ALOT for your site I was constantly bringing new ideas and strategies to the table not to mention offering to do free labor for the shirts and doing at least 6 designs that all got shot down BY YOU so why would i waste my time doing anything more? I also designed, managed and manually networked the antiWWASP myspace yet you felt it was necessary to tell me that I did nothing for antiwwasp but create a signature banner for myself (a banner by the way that was part of the myspace and a banner you used as an advertising tool) so I DONATED all I had to give, probably more because Im dangerously close to bankrupt. I dont eat fast food buddy, nor do I smoke ciggeretes I cut a deal with the mexican food shop across the street, they feed me and my family everyday and I do free design work for them whenever they need it so dont even step to me about sacrafice! I put so much of my soul into this movement that I have gradually forfieted my life to devote the time it takes to make a difference and because of that, I dont have much. Besides, what the fuck are you complaining about? you QUIT YOUR JOB and YOU LIVE AT YOUR MOMS HOUSE! You might be broke, maybe cant pay the bill for your fancy i phone but you know NOTHING about choosing between surviving and dedicating yourself to something you love. So you can just go fuck yourself you evil piece of shit, you are doing way more harm than good. Honestly you might as well start referring because in most peoples opinions you are just as shady as sue scheff, and honestly your reasons for doing this are EXACTLY THE SAME, so to me there really is no difference.
