Well, well, if it isn't one of my former subjects, now obviously in the grip of what must truly be a LIFE THREATENING case of Chemical Dependency (see my magnum opus, "Gone Way Down--Teenage Drug Use Is A Disease" for more insight into this problem).
Anne, you obviously have had your judgement clouded by the drugs and alcohol you have used, even if you are NOT "on them" now. Your hostility toward the sober-minded, decent, and Straight-thining individuals here, (who only have your Best Interests in mind, by the way) is an indication of the seriousness of your problem. You are, as we say in the business, IN DENIAL. Only through rigorous application of the Seven Steps that I so graciously shared with you, or perhaps even the less-effective (yet better than nothing) 12-Steps of AA or NA can you arrest the development of this inevitably fatal affliction, one that you seem to have wholeheartedly embraced, to your detriment. Get help while you still can!
Love ya!