"What it takes to pull me through" is a hopelessly sanitized puff piece.
The only place that anyone, ever, talks about what really goes on are sites like Anti-WWASP, ISAC,
The .info Network, and Fornits.
Look at how pathetic this guy is. Just LOOK at it. He's talking to people who have actually been there and keeps going "No, no, no, here's what you're supposed to believe!" anyway.
It's like he thinks he can outweigh all of Fornits if he keeps spouting enough bullshit.
Uh, no. The only people interested in revealing the truth are Fornits members and their kin, the only reason the programs aren't shrouded in secrecy are because of sites like this one, and despite how much time you put into it, no one will go back to believing bullshit after having seen reality. You lose; get the fuck out.