Bloody revolting...it's enough to put you off your food, ain't it?
The first scene of two people sitting on a dock, before the video had even started, not a chance that would happen. All of that propaganda is even more farcical to me, I'm reading over the records of my step daughter's stay at PV. (With her permission - don't let's start....)
Settle, I have to agree with that good gentleman in New Jersey - please, don't read your records. The records are a meticulous day-by-day accounting, very clinical and often PV's spin on events. If I were looking for a way to cause a person to recall events more clearly, to regress their memories, these records would do it. I don't think you want to go there, it's way too soon for you and my step daughter. Lock them away for twenty years until all this has passed is my advice. You'll be back in STU in your mind if you start reading your records.
I'll call in a bit, I'm still skimming through the records and experiencing the same disgust and nausea your friend did while reading your files.