i got to HLA on 50mg/day of zoloft. i was feeling increasingly depressed, so the doctor that was around before horowitz (was it dr. hunter?) upped my meds to 200mg/ a day. i started to get nercoleptic, e.g. i'd be sitting in class and i'd have to struggle to keep my eyes open, and when they were open theyd cris cross and fade in and out constantly. i actually fell asleep once in the middle of me talking in reals. it took HLA 2 months to figure out that it was the meds and not a lack of sleep. i kept telling them i got enough sleep and it was the meds. they seemed to think i was just staying up too late, and they seemed to think that by putting me on "clean air" (in a sleeping bag on the floor in the hallway in front of the nightstaff) would ensure that i got a good nights rest. idiots.
Dr horowitz came in and he was like "no wonder you're sleepy!" he got me off clean air and changed my meds to 20mg lexapro. the narcolepsy stopped, and i even started feeling happy. but it also backfired, it's been 3 1/2 years since i left and i only recently managed to get off of lexapro.
what they dont tell you...what they failed to tell me, is that Lexapro is also highly addictive in the sense that although i'm not compelled to take it, the withdrawl is horrible. you feel sick, have "brain zaps" every split second, and if you try to stand up you pass out. combine that with the fact that lexapro also kills your sex drive, i hade a shitty time either way. i tried cold turkey, and i ended up in the hospital. it took me 6 months to taper off to nothing. 2 months completely off lexapro and all other drugs besides herbal stuff and weed, and i'm finnaly getting back to normal. antidepressants completely block that emotional sense of good or bad "vibrations", and your ability to pick up on other peoples inner needs and emotions. and your intuition and instincts go right out the window. you have no idea how much antidepressants cloud your mind, your emotions, and even your morals; untill you stop taking them. it's like waking up from a coma.