These Corrupt bastards need to be shut down. I went through two years of hell there. it all went fairly quickly once the institution effect set in. Now there is no ring but the same effects are in place. General meeting! shit how many times jeffery has spat all over my face yelling about how i did something that i didnt understand as being wrong. i wonder how many times i served as a janitor. as of now i have been out for three or four monthes and every time i hear anything that resembles "Cheif!" i jump. when someone drops something i look around for jeffery to pop out of no where and say " to be aware is to be alive"
the system is so screwed there that because the one person they put in charge of everyone each day has their panties in a knot, i once had to burst into tears to get a cup of water because i was so thirsty in the locked up dining room of elan three that i was about to black out. fucking took me 5 hours to get to the bathroom where i was watched. if i tried to just go to the bathroom i would surely be tackled by 5+ people and put into computer zipties where i couldnt use the bathroom for at least another half hour.
Right now i am a senior in highschool. i think that this is my first year if highschool though because the school there is not school. the educations director put on my transcripts something misspelled. and this was after she thought that i didnt take the class because i couldnt have with no time. we took an ap calculus class out of regular school hours and she didnt even know about it. there are such gaps in the teachings there i am screwed in highschool.
So i sit at home deprived of an education. almost deprived of a family because my family wanted me to be in the family. after two full years of closely monitered contact that i would rarely get because the fucked up system there prohibited me from doing so, i am just not really here in my family. i dont have a place.
