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Offline Anonymous

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« Reply #15 on: February 13, 2004, 07:49:00 PM »
i am not a bitch and you   are the one who sucksasshole that you are i would know if you were there get a life
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« Reply #16 on: February 13, 2004, 09:25:00 PM »
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i am not a bitch and you are the one who sucksasshole that you are i would know if you were there get a life

How would you know? Do you know who he is?
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« Reply #17 on: February 13, 2004, 09:59:00 PM »
i know who i was in the program with and thereis one female from my time that has be there that is how i know
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« Reply #18 on: February 14, 2004, 01:23:00 AM »
All talk, all talk. Not convincing me of your toughness hiding behind your cloak of anonymity. Not so convicted, if you can not show your face. Only a small man, a very small man would boast dreams of rape to inflate some false illusion of power. Twenty years later and you are just as vile as them and just as small with all the filthy hate you spew like bile. Your anger is valid. Your rage understandable. Your torment sad. I have compassion for you but, with all respect you seriously need to look at why twenty years have passed and you are still allowing them to rule you with such force as is so evident in your rant.
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« Reply #19 on: February 14, 2004, 01:47:00 AM »
What makes you think I'm trying to convince you or anyone of my toughness? I stay anonymous because I am embarrassed and feel stigmatized by my experience at Straight.  I feel what I consider a justifiable hate toward those that caused me to suffer unjustly, and if misfortune happens to them or theirs, I will indulge in a little schadenfreud (that's German for 'taking pleasure in the misfortunes of others).

Yeah, I preach the good hate, honey.

As for my small-minded, vile, false illusion of power seeking self, well, I am what they made me.

I wouldn't be nearly as fucked up as I am now if I had never been Miller's funhouse. :smokin:  :skull:
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« Reply #20 on: February 15, 2004, 10:21:00 PM »
Anyone else? anon?
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« Reply #21 on: February 16, 2004, 05:30:00 AM »
I am the devil therion, and you will find this to be truth, here, everywhere, in life, this one sure fact..Everyone fucking hates everyone...I give you "The Blue"

   *The Blue*



Across your face
I see what you are
You wanna kill the sun
Blot out the stars

I know you, you're nothing
You're so small
You're fucking nothing
Nothing at all

The sun burns on
It reminds me of you
The slit wrists of the sky
Bleeding into the blue

We twist beneath forever
Cause do you know what you've done
Ants in the afterbirth
We're slugs under the sun

I could not wake the dead man dreaming
Acid party, murder at the late show
Mutate me and breed yourselves a savior
I could not kill the dead man screaming
Eat my dead cock
Eat my dead cock
I have fallen deep in love with the sky
Fragments of a sunbeam glaring on a kitchen knife
Leaves will fall as everything must follow
Kill your idol, come on, jump into the void
Eat my cold shit

Everybody whispers where birds fall dead
I smell the yellow sickness churning inside your head
Wiping flecks of foam, twisting with rabies
Bloody, we run through these fields of dead daisies

How can I ever
Make you know what you've done
Ants in the afterbirth
We're slugs under the sun

I have fallen in love with the sky
Fragments of sunbeam glaring on a kitchen knife


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« Reply #22 on: March 01, 2004, 01:37:00 PM »
Straight sucks and will always suck and we all know it. I hate straight so bad I could care less what other people think. I hope Mike get's better because I do have good memories of him. I love the Toth family for what they achieved in their own minds at the time. I remember Mr. Toth (postman, I beleive) They tried and were the victim's of the drug wars like us all.
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« Reply #23 on: March 01, 2004, 02:29:00 PM »
You might be right about the rest of the family, but I gotta agree with the other dude about Todd.  He was on staff--Sr. Staff in Cincinnatti--and is guilty of abusing a lot of kids. :skull:
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« Reply #24 on: March 01, 2004, 02:51:00 PM »
Hey Trekker, I hear that some of the staff employed at straight like to Jag clients in the ass.
To your knowledge, is this true?
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« Reply #25 on: March 01, 2004, 02:52:00 PM »
Todd Toth was an asshole.. There were worse abuseres on staff, but he was definitely an asshole.
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« Reply #26 on: March 01, 2004, 03:43:00 PM »
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On 2004-02-13 22:47:00, Anonymous wrote:

"I feel what I consider a justifiable hate toward those that caused me to suffer unjustly"

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On 2004-02-13 22:47:00, Anonymous also wrote:

"As for my small-minded, vile, false illusion of power seeking self, well, I am what they made me ... I wouldn't be nearly as fucked up as I am now if I had never been Miller's funhouse. :smokin:  :skull: "


Anon.  Think about what you're saying.  It's hypocritical.  You say that you are what they made you, now.  Well, perhaps one or more of the people who were named in a previous post are much the same way: how Straight made them.  I think it's quite possible that, after all these years, many Straight survivors -- abusers and abusees alike (and many were both), however scarred -- have lived enough, loved enough, matured enough to have not only gone on with their lives, but changed for the better.  As a survivor myself, who has had the pleasure of meeting other survivors, I know that the possibility of change -- of recovery, if you will -- is very real.  

It seems to me that, by harboring all this resentment about what people did to you years ago, YOU are the one to blame for not giving YOURSELF the possibility of recovery.  You, and others, who regurgitate your harbored resentment in the form of vulgar, profane, childish, and ultimately useless insults.

Please note that the recovery I speak of here has nothing to do with steps, alcohol, drugs, and the like -- it has to do with growing up and getting over things that happened to you when you were younger...  And not blaming other young people who were exposed to the same sick, twisted environment that has left you so fucked up, even now, so many years later.

~ Mindi
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Well-behaved women rarely make history.

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« Reply #27 on: March 01, 2004, 03:50:00 PM »
Ok, that's cool if you've moved on, but why try to speak for everybody? I get that feeling..
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« Reply #28 on: March 01, 2004, 04:02:00 PM »
Cleo, your advice sounds a little too close to "forgive and forget" for my tastes.  I say hang 'em high.  If not for ourselves, then to keep them from doing it again.
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« Reply #29 on: March 01, 2004, 04:16:00 PM »
I can understand why you say that Cleo....I think I'm at the STARTING point of being able to let go of some of the really vehement anger (dont't think it'll ever go completely away), but it's taken me two years or more of reading and posting here, talking to others or just figuring some things out just to get to this point.  When I first found these boards the anger was as intense as others' seem to be.  Maybe with time it'll get better, but it felt good to be able to get some of that out when I first found these sites.  Just MHO. :smile:

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