You know Greg, I had hardly any problems in the Seed except the outside world. I still am severely more reclused because of the military. I lost my brother to straight. I got put in a level #5 military psychiactric prison and believe me Haladol, 30 milograms a day is not a recreational drug. Especially without side effect pills. So i was a pretzel and still scared shitless of the VA. I'm more withdrawn and introverted than I was in the Seed. I just don't know why my Seed"friends" didn't understand.This was back in the 70's.I've still ghost pains all in my brain from the drug Haladol. Thanx to these "friends and their brainwashed misunderstanding I did not have a friend at all and still am a ward of the government. Excemption program got me a pension for my disclosure to te Seed, and they gave me a classified operation to work with overseas, I worked hard for Uncle Sam. None of my "pals" from the Seed even were serious about me and had all gone back to dope and booze. I don't even know why I exist anymore. I'm not even allowed to talk about it. I guess I'll always be a loner, But still I think most of my VA friends are dead too. Long hard truck,but thank you for moderating.