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Lost Friends to the SEED
Anonymous:
You know Greg, I had hardly any problems in the Seed except the outside world. I still am severely more reclused because of the military. I lost my brother to straight. I got put in a level #5 military psychiactric prison and believe me Haladol, 30 milograms a day is not a recreational drug. Especially without side effect pills. So i was a pretzel and still scared shitless of the VA. I'm more withdrawn and introverted than I was in the Seed. I just don't know why my Seed"friends" didn't understand.This was back in the 70's.I've still ghost pains all in my brain from the drug Haladol. Thanx to these "friends and their brainwashed misunderstanding I did not have a friend at all and still am a ward of the government. Excemption program got me a pension for my disclosure to te Seed, and they gave me a classified operation to work with overseas, I worked hard for Uncle Sam. None of my "pals" from the Seed even were serious about me and had all gone back to dope and booze. I don't even know why I exist anymore. I'm not even allowed to talk about it. I guess I'll always be a loner, But still I think most of my VA friends are dead too. Long hard truck,but thank you for moderating.
Dazzleland:
I graduated Lakewood in 75 also. I was in the Seed for over a year before my parents had to threaten to pull me out if I didn't get an "honorable discharge". I still remember the night I got off my program. The whole room was silent with disgust... the staff members and hundreds of guys and chicks. Hmm. I always found it fucked up that if you were actually honest, you failed and were openly hated by The Seed and everyone in it. On the other hand, if you lied, everyone thought you were wonderful.
That aside, fear not. The brainwashing goes away and your friends are still out there and are still your friends. Do some Internet searches for them and see what you find. Register on this site so they can find you. I promise you, they are okay now and want to hear from you.
Rich L (Lakewood class of 75)
GregFL:
Hey Rich, good to hear from you.
Give me a call when you get in town or near town.
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Anonymous:
I did not go to the seed but a lot of my friends did. I graduated from Lakewood in 1977 and I remember how hard it was when my friends came out and would not even acknowledge me. Later, a friend told me it was because they were always being watched. One of my good friends used to sneek smiles at us "druggies" and came back into my group as soon as he graduted. Later died in a motorcycle accident. Another "seedling I knew I believed died of an overdose at the age of about 23. I was somewhat of a druggie in high school but was able to find a straight life after highschool. I wish luck to you all. I wonder if Kathy went to Lakewood and does her last name start with A.
GregFL:
Thanks for logging on. I am sure we must know each other. If you would like to speak in private, email me at rocky93@tampabay.rr.com.
Many seedlings from lakewood it seems met untimely deaths. Are you speaking of Chris (motorcycle accident) and David L (overdose)? If not, I sure would like to know who you are speaking of.
Welcome again!
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