uhhh, cuckoo!!! Cuckoo!!! That's fucked up shit, nobody talked about that bad of shit in my raps. At least not that I remember, in fact, I can't remember much about the raps except people being forced to cry their eyes out and holy shit... many memories just flooded my mind. Why the fuck was this shit discussed in front of other peers, I remember some guy was telling people that he liked something up his ass while jerking it like it was common knowledge or he "worked past" it. I also remember a female staff that was kind of wrinkling, skinny, blonde hair at RMA 1993-94 admitting to being a whore and talking about masturbating at strange times like while driving and shit. I also remember them trying to get me to tell them shit about me and getting into me so hard that I felt I needed to make some shit up. I was there because I got into drugs and fights and started to hang out with gangs, they tried to say there was something behind all that as well. Maybe their was but if that is the case, should I not have discussed it with a licensed psychiatrist or at least not in a group setting? Wow, I almost totally forgot those moments, I can almost smell the fire from the pit.