Anyone who was in Elan was brainwashed, in one way or another. And if you think I want you to pity me or something then you just don't get it. I have a nice life, I just wish that I could have had a nice life without those freaks. I just wish I could have grown up normal instead of having to be influenced by everyone there- students and staff alike. It's taken me a long time to say, because I always had it in my mind that I should be thankfull for everything they gave me. But they don't deserve a thing from me, and they certainly didn't deserve $40,000 a year of my family's money. ROT IN HELL ELAN!!!!!!