ARE YOU OVER IT? A casual survey...

[Don Smith]

As far as the five phases part of my experience I am.  I went in knowing I had a problem.  Although I will tell you now that I don't think I had a big drug problem. My down fall was alcohol. None the less I needed help and conformed with the program and 7th Stepped in under a year.
 
I am still struggling with my time spent on Staff.  I've said it before and I'll say it again.  I would rather do my first phase all over again and change nothing, then to spend a single 8 hour shift as a Staff member in Straight.  It was during this time I became extremly suicidal and depressed  :cry: . It was by far the worse time for me in Straight. I am still looking for closure.

Don

[Anonymous]

How long were you on Staff? Were you junior or senior?

I was a bit confused that you said it was harder on staff for you?
Weren't you getting PAID to enforce the abusive policy? Weren't you able to leave and be gone as oppossed to anyone else who was on their phases who was forced to stay. I have nothing against staff. I was on staff but only long enough to get documents.

Just wondering how it was harder on staff?   :smokin:

[Don Smith]

:wave:

[Don Smith]

Let me change somethings to find my story over on the straights.com

http://www.thestraights.com
Go down to Books on the left side of the screen.  Click on A Clockwork Straight then go to Suicide or Murder.  Go to the bottom of the first page and click on Suicide or Murder pager 2 of 2.  The story is just below a picture of Travis Stone.  The story is called Danny & JEff.

Don