i didn't know about it soon enough to go....i want to apoligise to those that went for my lack of support....you all may or may not know me,but i honestly feel bad i wasn't there! after all st.pete is where it all was for me too!i'm a good public speaker{i should be,i'm the front man of my band}...i don't know the circumstances of the
bad vibes i am reading amongst you all,but i really wish we,as a whole,could get past it all!
i've been in your situation right here on fornits!just look on the posting "stoughton..question for staff/oldcomers"....if you think they don't read these sites,you're wrong! i believe anybody that was smart enough to "conn" a whole generation worth of kids parents into putting us into straight,taking a crap load of our families money
away from us,ripping our families apart and most importantly,stripping our dignity,ego's and personalities away from us,is definatly watching,monitoring us and laughing at our lack of unity! it's thier greatest stregnth! as long as we're fighting amongst ourselves,they've got us contained!believe me,i know about having bad blood between someone in the program!the person i'm talking about was "conned" into helping the staff up in boston ruin my life!shit,he didn't know what he was helping them do.....but non the less he helped them!they followed me where ever i went,got me arrested 23+ times,ruined a relationship with the only lady i ever really loved etc etc......he didn't know they did this shit,but when he did,he came around and apoligised to me and we talked on the phone for 3-4 hours.....whether you all want to admit it,we are all connected...for better or worse! i choose for better....that place made us bitter at each other,our families,and most importantly at ourselves! i won't let them ruin anymore of my life! they can't and won't live rent free in my head anymore! i hope you all can write privatly
hash out what I want you to and find some kind of common ground! most importantly,there's brothers and sisters out there still struggling with what happened to thier lives in that fucked up place.....if all they see is a bunch of "huckle bucks" calling each other names and the such,do you think they'll want to post on here? like i said on another post,i'm putting up a concert in june or july,i'd love eveyone to go! i know its in pennsylvania,but wtf?...i traveled much further for a dead show......not bashing anyone here....just thought i'd throw my .02 in also...peace.....hippie