Reading through this thread is heart-breaking. It's sad enough to learn of the deaths, abuse and horror stories coming from these programs, but even more disturbing at the amount of people who come here to ridicule those who were abused. It is despicable, and they should be ashamed. Obviously they have no respect that this is one of the only survivor forums, and come here to disrupt for their own laughs. This forum is a view into the darkside of the human soul, both the programs, and the type of people who support these programs. ::puke::