I relate to many of these posts. Because of my lack of ability to adhere to social standards post-CEDU, those who get to know me look on me as a bit ?off?. In fact, people call me crazy all the time. It's supposed to be a term of endearment amongst my friends, but it bothers me that I'm viewed as abnormal for reasons beyond my control. Otherwise, I appear to live a fairly normal life on the outside (job, condo, boyfriend, hobbies, whatever), but internally I struggle with many symptoms reminiscent of PTSD, depression, anxiety, etc.
Innate or traumatized? Possibly a combination of the two, but I know one thing for sure: CEDU hurt me more than it helped.[ This Message was edited by: Angel Lux on 2006-03-02 12:18 ][ This Message was edited by: Angel Lux on 2006-03-02 12:19 ]