Aw hell, you got family then! A good mom and a decent step dad are worth a whole tree full of ppl you can't count on. Sorry for being boorish anyway.
No problem! I'm so happy that I was able to get things on a better track with her (no thanks to the program) especially now, unable to work, I'm in a time of need, and nothing is better than family.
I'm also glad resources like this forum exist, because before yesterday I had no clue. Thanks for the other link too. Good to see people care enough to offer suggestions.
I'll confess after reading about suicides/murders, I initially had violent thoughts when returning and if it wasn't for having good friends waiting for me when I got back, I'm positive there would have been a massacre. I really needed nothing more than time to reflect and those feelings went away. I've never had violent thoughts before that, and never since.
What about kids that go in for
years and come back to a "program family" and possibly even a new city and no friends? I can't imagine that. To the chagrin of my parents, and to my relief, I had the same friends when I got out, and went back to the same life as before. These guys are still my best friends as an adult today.
If it wasn't for all the friends that offered me their couches and floors and let me live the way I wanted to, and not go home until
I was ready, I'm not sure what might have happened. If you come home, only to view the program as empty propaganda or stolen years, it can feel like the world is breaking down around you.
Sure, I've seen some kids go into programs and come out just fine. I'm sure nobody is lying when they say that many kids have been helped. But programs aren't for everyone, just like the Army isn't for everyone, or being a doctor or a lawyer some other profession isn't either. To change you have to want to change. I made it a point not to make any big changes in my life, since that would be letting program "manipulation" win. I'm fine today. It just took many many years for my mother to see that. The rest of the family still doesn't, and we don't communicate, simple as that.
Parents need to know there are other ways than these programs, and it isn't always be the parents job decide, as hard as it might be to accept. (IMHO) Sometimes personality conflicts are unavoidable. I don't like everyone in my family, and as sad as it might be, getting along with your parents might be impossible, depending on the personalities of those involved!
There also comes a point where parents sometimes need to let go and let kids grow up to be who they are destined to be, even if it isn't what they wanted for them. C'mon parents, you might even be able to learn to like them in later years. Worked for me(tm).
Anyway, a lot of the names being dropped here on the forums are famaliar, and my time did overlap with at least Murphey and Sutton, it seems. It's unfortunate that I only hear of the people I was there with who are dead or in jail. So sad!
I'd love nothing more than to be able to hear some good news from those who I was friends with in Samoa. I really don't care what they think of the program or WWASPS, I just want to know how they are doing and if they are OK.
Contact me if you can, guys.