Dear Art, John, Libby Y others,
Thank you for saving me! Let me just recap my story.
I was a thirteen year old girl from Tyrone and definitely headed for trouble! I know I was, I am certain of it because I had all the druggie signs and my mom found them. I had low cut slutty jeans with a patch right on the ass! SLUT I was, even tho I was a virgin. Also, I drank a beer one day out behind the dumpster with a boy. Man, was I about to die.
Well, you wise older ex-junkies, alcoholics and prostitutes knew just what to do! You removed me from my negative environment at my house with my mom, dad, sister, brother, and my dog Butchie, and sent me to live in a much more positive environment with 9 older girls in an apartment building. Frankly I had no idea where I was because I got there around midnight and left at 7 in the morning, but after the oldcomers locked us in the room and bolted the windows, We stayed up late every night talking about the awfull days before the seed..the sex..the drugs..the concerts. True, I was tired whatwith sitting in those chairs all day learning how to step, learning about the signs, the serenity prayer and such, but still I was spellbound by these stories as each girl outdid the others with these fantastic tales of sex and drugs and older boys and music. Of course, the story always finished with how unhappy they were doing these things, but man oh man, these were some real juicy stories! I had never heard of these things before in my life! WOW!
Soon, it was my turn and truthfully I didn't want to be left out so I made up a story about giving blowjobs to all the guys I knew! Man, the girls really accepted me then. I was on the fast track now to sobriety! No longer would my "attitude" suffer and I was called upon often in girl's rap to repeat these stories of my sexual slutty life on the streets and yes I wove some interesting tales which for a while frankly I started believing! I know thats strange but I am trying to be honest.
Soon, I was stood up in group and told I couldn't even fuck a coke bottle! Even my cousin stood up and screamed how I didn't appreciate my mother and father. One boy told me that "on the streets" he would have raped me and left me bleeding. The staffer leading the rap told me to "get with the program" or I would never go home.
WOW!!! What therapy!!!!! I was forever changed.
I left the seed after 7 months, having turned 14, and a proud seed graduate with many friends and a big ole seedling smile. All my friends were now older seed kids and much more experienced than me and knew the ways of boys and drugs. They unselfishly shared this knowledge with me without me ever even having to ask! Such friends don't just happen, This I can tell you.
Soon my mom couldn't drive me to oldtimer's raps anymore because she said something about donating all her money to get me straight. My seed friends stopped talking to me because I wouldn't go to the Necessary raps and I made a new group of friends that reminded me very much of those girls I had spent so many nights with telling tales of boys and drugs, but honestly the foundation you set for me never left and set the stage for the rest of my life.
It has now been 34 years and after a lucrative career as a stripper at Mons Venus, today I run a small Tampa brothel and never smoke pot. I am proud to say I give the best blowjobs in the world , just like I said in girls rap 34 years ago! Some of my best customers are judges, cops and politicians that also had their kids in the seed, and sometimes while performing my services for them we just reminesce and laugh about those good ole days when all our families were saved from certain ruin.
Yes, I am a 90 percenter, a success story if ever there was one.
You guys cured me! Thanks again.
I luvvv youuuuu!
Liz