When I left Straight , they sent me to a mental ward. They counted I think like 56, 1 inch long scabs on my arms. I had used what nails I had cause they would cut my nails off as short as they could. I would rub a place until it formed a scab, and then I would peel it off over and over again.
I also remember a time after Straight. I was cutting some kinda food in the kitchen. I got really angry and took the knife, stabbed it into my leg, pulled it out and continued to cut the food. I still have the scar, never got stitches and never told anyone until right now on this forum.
I also cut my wrist, doctors laughed cause I cut them the wrong way. Guess I know now what way I need to do it next time![ This Message was edited by: Ex5k on 2005-09-01 13:37 ]