Well, let me back up then. I can't remember, or even imagine, a Seed where one could really speak their mind. You had to filter every word, every response, every thought or decision through the Program appropriate filter. No, I don't think you learn much of anything true under those circumstances. You damned sure learn the Program philosophy, but there's no natural reality check. You rely on a false concensus, you get a false result.
Was it different first time around? I mean, could you speak freely? Could you, for example, talk to old friends if you wanted to? Or talk about good times you had had in your past w/o bringing down some dissaproval?
" Could anyone not see how someones set of fronts were something they used in spite that they no longer served. "
No, nobody can really make a judgement like that for another person. I can't see why in the world some old ladies shave their eyebrows and paint on fake ones or old men wear obvious tupes. But I don't walk up to them on the street and start holding forth about it, far less questioning their reasons for dressing like that.
You can, however, jump to conclusions, get concensus or unanimous support or condemnation and conclude, incorrectly that you were right or wrong based on that. For example, I "knew", due to my Seedling-spidy senses who was going to start using drugs within two years. I believed it, I was sure of it, I thought I had great awareness. Unfortunately, I was wrong. Nobody could know those things.
And no, I don't think any of us are bad for needing validation. I just think it's a highly flawed formula for doling it out, that's all. Under normal circumstances, where dissent is allowed and people are free to think and say what they want, we get validation when they actually agree with us. In the Seed, you could only get it by agreeing w/ Art, whether he was right or wrong.
Was he not always like that?
"The answer to that very questions is the road down which I traveled to being all f*'d up in the first place. And so we go on...Peace"
Wait a second. What could you have possibly done by the age of 9 to describe yourself as fucked up?I look at my 9yo daughter and just can't even begin to imagine dropping her off, or even allowing her unescorted, at a place like the Seed.
If you don't mind, how did you land up there?
A multitude of laws in a country is like a great number of physicians, a sign of weakness and malady.
--Voltaire, philosopher (1694-1778)