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Some insight(s)
susan:
I just want to know one thing you were what in your late 20's you say John???? You seemed way older back then, here's what i want to know, how is a 20 something man court ordered an addict like yourself, in any way of comparing to a young 13 year old girl that was dragged in hog tied against her will, and had never even seen drugs let alone know what they looked liked, how do you compare that to what you did to get put in there to what i did not do to be in that place????? Not to be rude but you were( and still are will always be) an addict i was a clean young bright happy kid, on 2 swim teams, and a diving team, till i was dragged in there, how do you compare that??? It was not okay to put you near any child, what you learned in there was to hide and be something you are not is all, you enjoyed having a way to be nasty and all to others, you were court ordered, what ever in life gives you the right to teach anyone???? You had no schooling to teach anyone back then, but you did take many out of school so they could not learn.You fucked up many kids in school, after i ran from that place for good i was then maybe 14, did not stay long i was smart i ran, i could not go to school in fear of what others thought of me. You all should be striped like you all did to so many in there, i wish there was a way you would have to start over and over in that place with me being the teacher now, i have still never done drugs, so screw all you so called convicts who got a fucking break by kidnapping young kids, assholes all you are, every last one of you, i hope this shit haunts you and art and libby and shelly forever, even after you all drop dead. By the way you also conned that place, is why you left, you learned to get away with so much in that place it became you is all, you thought you were the seed, you did not obey the rules that art gave you, art first then what???? you did not follow the leader, just like i did not follow you is all. Peace to all, i have much to say,i was there in the beginning when all this madness started, i was a good kid( used as bait )to get my sister and brother in that place is all, and they too never got high, so fuck all you morons when it comes to honesty.I was already honest and i already loved myself along with life, that place taught me to smoke cigarettes is all, pathetic and way against any laws, to give cigarettes to a minor,people should go after you idiots just for that alone. To this day i can not believe any parent would send a young girl or any child, to a place filled with convicts addicts and so on, way not cool to put those type next to any child, sad, and cruel is all that place was. Another money hungry fool who thought no one would give a shit is all, well i give a shit, and i am now going to see just what i can do to stop more places like this, see i blocked you morons from my life, i had to stay away from my family for many long years because i was so afraid of being dragged back to that place, thing is you never got this soul messed up, i grew fast and strong and i did not get hooked on nothing in life except for life itself,you took away many years from a kid that would have been maybe in the olympics ia all. fools, enjoy your freedom , as one day it too will be taken from you. I sure wish someone could give me information about Mida Garcia, she was a wonderful court ordered gal that watched over me, i was a mere 13 when i was dragged into that place, i only trusted her there, yea she was a bad ass to you guys, but she also had a daughter and was hurting not seeing her daughter you all so daily threatened her with, guess what when i split, she came to visit me before she left that place on her own she ran away too, and her ass was there a long time, so for all the souls that had to run, i feel all you went through, hiding is no way fun, anyways i so someone knows of her and i so pray she is doing well and got away from that place including the court system, I had to grow up over night for no reason at all, sad. Peace to all again.
Anonymous:
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Could it be that many of the people who are anti-seed want to do their
drugs?
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I can only speak for myself and the answer is a resounding NO.
My father and I have had a very difficult relationsip since the seed, but one thing he did teach me was if something causes you more harm than pleasure, don't do it.
Pot stresses me out and makes me paranoid. I haven't touched anything else for over 20 years and don't intend to.
If marijuana was a positive thing in my life I would do it. It is not and I have no interest in smoking a joint and obsessing over my shortcomings for three hours. It makes me feel bad..ie: it causes me more pain than pleasure.
Nowadays a glass of white wine (red was preferred but it stains your teeth) occasionaly is about all I do. I don't get drunk. I don't get high.
Drugs have NOTHING to do with my observations about my childhood seed experience,and in fact since we have gone there I will make this observation...the vast majority of you "the seed saved my life" people have spent your lives battling acohol or drug addiction/compulsion issues. IF the seed saved your life, why did you do the coke and heroin later in life? Why did you need commitment to other rehabs...why did your life desinegrate around a substance abuse problem?
I know your answer already about setting the groundwork for your later recovery..but I call a big BULLSHIT on it.
Sorry....just calling it as I see it.
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well well well, look here, Greg has got to go back to school, (relationsip ,occasionaly, acohol, and desinegrate, all wrong spelling) how lame are you Greg, keep picking I love it. I asked you before and I will ask again, what type of schooling do you think you have???? ahahahahahah, need I say more? :bump: :flip: :rose: :roflmao:
Anonymous:
--- Quote from: "Susan Stoned" ---well well well, look here, Greg has got to go back to school, (relationsip ,occasionaly, acohol, and desinegrate, all wrong spelling) how lame are you Greg, keep picking I love it. I asked you before and I will ask again, what type of schooling do you think you have???? ahahahahahah, need I say more? :bump: :flip: :rose: :roflmao:
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Susan sweetie you can't start a sentence criticising other's spelling with so many errors in it. It makes you look silly. Here, let me correct that sentence for you.
Well, well, well, look here.
You see Susan dear you must capatalize the first word of a sentence, put commas in their appropriate places, and then put a period at the end.
Are you with me sweetie? Lets go to the second part of your 2nd grade level attempt at sentence structure;
Greg has to to go back to school.
See my child? A period goes at the end of school, not a comma.
I know this is a lot to absord for you, so I won't go into the rest of your paragraph. I don't want your brain to start hurting again from thinking, but I would really like to see some progress Susan.
I am really trying to help you sweetie but I am getting so frustrated. Darn it!
Anonymous:
Are people in the Seed forum really so desperate for attention that they go and dig up 4 year old posts, find a couple of spelling errors, and then use them to try insult people? What is really funny is this lady can't even type a coherent sentence and she is raging around trying to correct other people's writing.
What a bunch of losers. I am glad I was never in that place. I can see what a bunch of juvenile idiots it has produced.
Anonymous:
--- Quote from: "DougG" ---Are people in the Seed forum really so desperate for attention that they go and dig up 4 year old posts, find a couple of spelling errors, and then use them to try insult people? What is really funny is this lady can't even type a coherent sentence and she is raging around trying to correct other people's writing.
What a bunch of losers. I am glad I was never in that place. I can see what a bunch of juvenile idiots it has produced.
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And the biggest loser is the one who responds to the LADY. :roflmao:
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