I know what you're talking about very well. If they could have stuffed Bible's down our throat, they would have, literally. Instead, they beat us with wood objects, confined us with cuffs to our beds having to pee on yourself during the night, bashing my head through a wall was one of the many ways I tried to escape. It's been 11 years since I left the roloff spinoff of Happiness Hills, started by 2 of roloff's followers, Bro. Ray and Kaye Palmer, who's daughter Cheryl died in crash with roloff. Rebekah stories sometimes sound worse than those of hh. Are you okay now? I'm not all the time, I still struggle with nightmares