New user. 2nd post! (First post in Tranquility bay topic - Page 11)
Ok, to the user who just posted the crisis comments...
I think you realise that what you are doing is somehow wrong, hence your posting. That's a very good sign. I think you need to talk to someone and to try to understand just what is happening inside of you, and causing you to harm yourself.
Firstly, and most importantly... Don't take anything of what anyone tells you on the internet seriously. Not even me.
Why?
Most people have something to tell you, but it does not mean ANYONE is an expert. Not even those who try to tell you they are. Everyone here is anonymous, further highlighted by my not choosing a username. What difference would it make? What is MOST important is that you recognise that you need some help or counselling, and that is what you should concentrate on.
If you feel talking to others on the internet is helping you in some way then that is great, but please, and I can't stress this enough. Don't think that anyone here has some, or any of the answers you seek. They cannot understand you in any detailed way, because they don't know you.
That is why you must seek some form of personal counselling, where you can talk to someone who will ultimately help you understand yourself.
So now that I have said all that, what do you do next? Well, if you do wish to talk more, and are open to some ideas that may assist you, I would be glad to provide you with a world of information that might help you find the answers that you seek.
I won't post them here right now, as I don't want to lecture you or bore you. Just have a think abou what has been said, and if you wish to talk, then simply reply, and I'll check this thread tomorrow.
Don't despair. Everything can change. Each time the sun rises it has a new perspective on this world, and so should you.
Anonymous.