On 2005-06-23 17:41:00, starry-eyed pirate wrote:
" UG, as well as Nasagardat Maharshi, Sri Ramana Maharshi, Sri H.W.L. Poonjaji,"
Woof-a-adoof, who are these people? i began to read Krishnamurti after straight when i was already like 21 or 22 or somethin' and really dug him. Buddhism too. Other ways too. But i haven't heard of these other teachers you give creedence to. Who are they?
UG Krishnamurti I found when doing a search for J Krishnamurti, I just fell across him. About the others, it might be best to think of them in a lineage. I personally see them as one in the same.
The lineage began with Ramana Maharshi who Nisargadatta Maharaj and Sri H.W.L. Poonjaji where ?students? of. Sri H.W.L. Poonjaji was the teacher of Gangaji with whom I have sat with in both Marin County California and in Crestone Colorado.
The history of these folks is immense in concept and action (or lack thereof). Like J Krishnamurti they had one message and spoke the message in thousands of languages, spoke it from as many angles, but always said the same thing.
That is?
Ask? Who am I?
Find out?Who/What I am not.
Realize?I am that...which I am not.
Abide in that which? I am.
Of course this is my own experience with this lineage. I have always found myself worthy of self investigation (ahem) easily the original question appealed to me. ?Who am I??
And so?.Hmm, I am not that which I think I am?
I can say, from my own experience, that the ONLY thing I know, with absolute certainty is that, I exist. All else is questionable at best, impermanent experience is the only experience ?I? have. The least common denominator in all of my experience is ?I? experienced and experience all that I encounter or that I miss. This ?I? (which I knew with absolute certainty knew/know exists) was a simple enough idea, and so a solitary (I don?t trust individuals that have the answer, and I am overwhelming suspicious of the followers of the same ones that have the answer?probably the same ones that had the great idea of locking up the food) I digress?and so this solitary quest began. I read all the books, I sat with Gangaji?blah blah blah blah blah O blah de blah de da, oh and hey, I completed the 365 lessons in the book, A Course in Miracles.
Point is, when ?I? got it??I? was what I got (duh) and I was ok (at peace) with that. It happened like a ripe apple falls off the tree. No amount of searching, studying, practicing would have created or prevented what is not only possible, but inevitable. The rest, well I think of it as unnecessary suffering. A rather anti-climactic conclusion, considering time/effort involved?shit. As I said earlier, it?s just my experience.
Simplicity and the merely obvious are often things I do not experience, as a whole?yet when I hear or read words that leave me with no words, no comment, beyond stunned I know I have heard a truth. It?s really the only gage I have in knowing the ?truth?. This particular lineage brought me to silence, a stillness to my core. I can be as violent, or as passive as I want to be, or as active/inactive as I wanted to be, it did not effect that stillness?and that was and remains permanent. Now I forget this all the time, really, so I check to see. I am still that which I am?I am.
There are websites and sites like our beloved FORNITS devoted to each of these folks. I don?t subscribe to the ?search? anymore. I called off the search?how could I in could conscious search for what I knew could never be lost in the first place. I don?t condemn or condone what any of them say and or don?t say?I don?t follow any ideology or individual. I have, and probably always will investigate, probably out of repetition I am not sure why other than idle curiosity. The urgency to do so lost much of its appeal. Lack of this energy/desire doesn?t negate ?I? am the one experiencing this and like any experience, it is impermanent.
The lineage as profoundly simplistic as it is , Black Elk, a Lakota Sioux elder said it very simply, ?Where east meets west, north meets south and up meets down is holy ground, the rest is sacred?
No, I don?t think you were ?singled out?, you like all of us have had the same experience. We each have our on spin on what happened, but there seems to be a general consensus there. I think you are fortunate to have read J Krishnamurti at 21-22 years old. Its always a good read once in a while. And yeah, he was able to articulate what I instinctively knew, but could not articulate. There was the same validation when I sat with Gangaji. I guess there is that need for validation, but really, it is like a fish in the gulf complaining because there is no water.
As a child with an older brother that used the term ?Question Authority? I remember thinking as he did, about the ?establishment? or ?the man? etc. Now I know the authoritarian I need to question. Shakespeare said ?to thine own self be true?, I asked who is the self I need to be true to?
[ This Message was edited by: Woof-a-Doof on 2005-06-26 10:46 ]