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Elan School / Hog Tied
« on: May 08, 2004, 10:08:00 PM »
i was in straightr in spingfield for 21 mths almost 22 scarrrryyy.  between me and my brother
i have seen and done to much and really the front of your mind wants to go with them and yet automatic pilot kicks in and you do what you are trained to do.  i hate that place and what lurks in the back of my mind, it is not hurtful or vengful just do whatever you do to survive and  no matter the education i get, people i know or dine with it lurks and i dont  even know but it lurks and only the ones with signifigant time know what im saying it says subconciously and the neverending scary story.  it sucks!! i have tried therepy and you name it, super freak is the name so i dont mention the name, do you and when you do is it the same? i am 1! i am not crazy!i am shutting up and gone.  am i alone in this for real, for real?

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I am upset about the things christine strickland hobson has just posted about me and my brother. We actually were talking about 2wks ago when she told me about the different straight sites. I mean friends like that who needs enemies, right?  However, I am doing pretty good and now live in Florida for the last four years.  I remember a lot of you from 84-85 and even some of you after straight.  And hi diane! I am sure some of you are curious about my brother Fred and yes he is in jail but it is definitly not for the rest of his life. He goes up for parole in october 2006.  He is into mechanics and has gotten a couple of specialty certificates in different areas of mechanics otherwise he's hangin' tough. If you are interested in talking to me or want to write to Fred you can email me.

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