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Elan School / Hog Tied
« on: May 08, 2004, 10:08:00 PM »
i was in straightr in spingfield for 21 mths almost 22 scarrrryyy. between me and my brother
i have seen and done to much and really the front of your mind wants to go with them and yet automatic pilot kicks in and you do what you are trained to do. i hate that place and what lurks in the back of my mind, it is not hurtful or vengful just do whatever you do to survive and no matter the education i get, people i know or dine with it lurks and i dont even know but it lurks and only the ones with signifigant time know what im saying it says subconciously and the neverending scary story. it sucks!! i have tried therepy and you name it, super freak is the name so i dont mention the name, do you and when you do is it the same? i am 1! i am not crazy!i am shutting up and gone. am i alone in this for real, for real?
i have seen and done to much and really the front of your mind wants to go with them and yet automatic pilot kicks in and you do what you are trained to do. i hate that place and what lurks in the back of my mind, it is not hurtful or vengful just do whatever you do to survive and no matter the education i get, people i know or dine with it lurks and i dont even know but it lurks and only the ones with signifigant time know what im saying it says subconciously and the neverending scary story. it sucks!! i have tried therepy and you name it, super freak is the name so i dont mention the name, do you and when you do is it the same? i am 1! i am not crazy!i am shutting up and gone. am i alone in this for real, for real?