this is to the anonymous poster who said that people with bipolar disorderwill always need medication, that is simply not true, i was diagnosed with it, although i do think that it was a misdiagnoses, but if it is true, that i do have bipolar i do not need medication, i have been off of ALL medication since last march and i am doing well. i have my ups and downs, as does every high school student does. but my art, my friends, and the thought of the great places my life is going (art school and then on to being a professional artist as well as a high school art teacher) helps pull me through the rough patches.
on the subject of medication, i think that medication has made my life far worse than it ever would have been had my parents decided not to put me on ritalin in the first grade. once i was on ritalin they were open to any and all suggestions about other medication for what ever problems that my parents couldnt deal with becuase they never took the time to be parents, they were always to busy with their careers and praising my older sister for her wonderful accomplishments. it seemed as if my father only had time to sign checks that paid for my prescriptions for who knows what psych med i was on at the time. i took ritalin for 7 and a half years only to find out in 7th grade that i never needed it. i have so many medication horror stories, (like getting sent to a psych hospital for a month and a half becuase the doctor prescribed a medication that reacted with something else i was taking and caused me to flip, you would think taht i doctor with any sort of medication kowledge would know what medications mixed and created horrible disasters) it would shock most people what i have been through as a result of medication.. psuch medication is something,that is my choice not to put in my body
i was at Cedu middle school, it wasnt all bad, most of the people taht worked there were awesome, there was way to much medicating of kids. i was on lithium, clonodine (sp?), zyprexa and ritalin, all at the same time. it was horrible, i felt like a zombie, i didnt have much of a personality, plus i gained 30 pounds in the first 3 months or so that i was on lithium. allthough i had taken all of the medication before cedu, for the first 6 months or so, they made no attempt to get me off any unnescesary medication.