WHY ARE WE SITTING HERE?
we are sitting here because we have no choice. because if we stand up,, or even move, an SP will tackle us and yell chief and we will have to bite and scream and punch and kick and spit and have no hope except to wait. we are sitting here because we can not let go. we can not realize that their lies were lies, but only simple lies if you did not believe. some of you believedI am sorry for you, and what I might have done to you, and what they did to you especially. I ask everyone here to let go.
I apologize to the people who were in elan when it was truly horrible; for mocking their suufering and comparing it to mine. it's pussy shit nowadays, but the horror is still there for the vulnerable. I resisted and got yanked and have no scars. many others couldn't do that.
To any parent: I was there, when a 21 year old heroin addict lived in the same, 8 bedroom house as a 13 year old girl.
How can the elan-robots possibly justify that?
peter rowe, matt shakespeare? tell me that never happened?! what possible "therapuetic value" comes out of that?

ELAN CANNOT HELP. ONLY HURT