Tonight it is funny. Me & my dog went riding around for an hour while I tried to decide whether to drink, what to drink and where to get it. When I am irritable, it alternates between wanting to cry and wanting to scream. I can't cry though. But there is a lump in my throat. So we went driving around, with the music turned all the way up, and floored it out of every intersection. Also when I get irritable I can get a little paranoid, kind of like I am see through, so I had to turn around from one store.
All the way back in town, a truck with a plow on it ripped out of a driveway and cut me off, so I pulled into the other lane and passed him. When the next light turned green he peeled out and got ahead of me again. So I turned left to take the long way around, but I was thinking he must be going to the same place I was. Sure enough, I turned into the parking lot at the wholesale liquor outlet, and he was in the back, plowing like a madman. :rofl: Poor guy probably has a bunch more customers to get to before he can have his drink.
The loud music, the ice on the road that made it fun and skiddy every time I took off, the drunk with the plow, plus the time just driving around all helped burn off irritability.
