depression? in hospitals? what the fuck is wrong wtih you? why dont you grow up and stop being a little baby, life is short, you need to get on out and shake it, and if you cant you should just hang yourself and put yourself out of your misery, you are probably really fat or something, and in that case...yes just kill youself and save us all from your fatness and retardedness, and lameness, and shittiness, and all the other nesses that suck