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Offline kelleyblaney

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« on: January 02, 2005, 05:32:00 PM »
This is probally pretty lame but..... Obviously everyone was in elan for there own problems, and while i have to say i've grown up a lot since then i still have a ton of issues.  i don't even know why im posting this on here.  I feel really depressed, i don't know if it's the holidays or what but i can feel myself slipping big time and i guess im just looking for a little guidance or an ear to listen without judgement.  Since i left elan i still find myself winding up in the hospital for depression.  i've been out for over a year now but im starting to feel real crumby again.  IF anyone is willing to be a friend (not a guidance counselor) that would be so awesome.  again im sorry if it sounds like im pathetic i just really need someone to talk to  :???:   thanks guys
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Offline Chrysta

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« Reply #1 on: January 02, 2005, 05:46:00 PM »
kelley...im me and ill give you my #
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« Reply #2 on: January 02, 2005, 06:42:00 PM »
depression? in hospitals? what the fuck is wrong wtih you? why dont you grow up and stop being a little baby, life is short, you need to get on out and shake it, and if you cant you should just hang yourself and put yourself out of your misery, you are probably really fat or something, and in that case...yes just kill youself and save us all from your fatness and retardedness, and lameness, and shittiness, and all the other nesses that suck
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« Reply #3 on: January 02, 2005, 06:52:00 PM »
CHRYSTA AND KELLY DO IT TOGETHER... YOU BOTH DESERVE TO DIE
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« Reply #4 on: January 02, 2005, 06:56:00 PM »
wow, people on this board are really mean and pretty tapped in the head. I guess Elan did fuck you up good
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« Reply #5 on: January 02, 2005, 07:31:00 PM »
Kelly, you know I am here for you. I have been having a real hard time this holiday to, if you need a shoulder let me know. I'll send you a private message with my #.
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Offline kelleyblaney

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« Reply #6 on: January 02, 2005, 08:01:00 PM »
im sure the person with the bag on their head has absolutely no problems?  and i must be fat to have those problems? wtf.  get a life.... seriously.  and thank you i got a lot of positive responses.  its nice to know that some people care
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« Reply #7 on: January 02, 2005, 08:06:00 PM »
whoever is posting so disgustingly really has some sort of serious problems....my god, how cruel can you be???? Get a life loser!!!
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Offline MarenD

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« Reply #8 on: January 02, 2005, 11:27:00 PM »
Hey Kelley I love you, and You are beautiful and amazing and you know Im here for me whenever you need me.  I would really like to slaughter some of those anons.
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« Reply #9 on: January 03, 2005, 09:31:00 AM »
Hey Kelly-
I don't think that I've ever spoken to you directly on this board, but your post is something that I can relate to.  Do you think that maybe it might not be the holidays- but the weather instead?  I have a VERY hard time in the winter.  I live in Chicago, and it is a long, dark winter here.  I personally NEED the sun to keep my energy up.  Plus, I just hate being cold too.  All I know is that I have a history of "slipping" in the winter, because I stop caring about things.  So I know what you mean.  As you can see though, we're all here for you!!! :grin:  (and eachother)
Kate B.
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« Reply #10 on: January 03, 2005, 11:58:00 AM »
An alcohol counselor I know takes anti-depressents in the winter time because of the lack of sunlight. It's something that affects a lot of people. Holidays suck sometimes,my father passed away on christmas this year and I just got back from Chicago.I hope you feel better.
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« Reply #11 on: January 03, 2005, 12:55:00 PM »
the winter is difficult for some people... it's called seasonal defective disorder... pretty much, sunlight regulates the amount of melotonin that your body produces... However, when there is a lack of sunlight, typically the winter, your levels of melotonin increase, thus producing the affects of depression... They sell special lights that are exprensive, but create artificial sunlight, so that you can stabilize your melotonin levels...
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« Reply #12 on: January 03, 2005, 03:02:00 PM »
Thanks Matt-
I already know about the disorder.  I started reading up on it when I was 15 and the psychiatrist my parents were sending me to tried to diagnose me as bi-polar, which I knew was a load of shit.  He said I had high highs and low lows- but I knew myself better than that and thought- no, more like high in the spring and summer, low in the fall and winter.  
I was just trying to briefly explain it to Kelly, to see if maybe she could relate to it.
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« Reply #13 on: January 03, 2005, 11:52:00 PM »
Hey Kate B! Remember me? How did monmouth work out. I think we both had bad run in's with Brian bobb before he was murdered.  Glad to see you here. Im not gonna use your last name cuz of the weirdos on here.
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« Reply #14 on: January 04, 2005, 01:37:00 AM »
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