Hey Anonymous,
Thanks for sharing... (pardon the pun, but I can relate!)... I am certain I know you, as I was a "pud" for quite some time and was also in the front row of that infamous picture on Wes Fager's site thestraights.com. I was in the Springfield location for a good part of the time you were there...
I too am a professional with a license, and I can understand your hesitation in disclosing your identity. If you would like to send an e-mail out to me, I would be happy to hear from you, as I am always on the lookout for people I actually knew while in that place (and as always would not disclose your identity to anyone)... I must admit it has always been hard to talk to "outsiders" who weren't there to experience the program, so I understand the difference in coming here to read or post to people who know what we went through... It is very relieving to know you are not alone...
I remember Bufus... I thought he was some ex NFL football player, always wearing the suits and nice clothes and gold... It was Bill Kniseley who said all of the same stuff to my parents... How I'd love to find him now, although I don't know what I'd say or do to him if I did run across him... Funny how a lot of my anger has been redirected after all of these years...
Thanks again anonymous for speaking up... I do hope you will feel up to sending me an e-mail, and would understand also if you chose not to send one to me... Just wanted to let you know you are/were not alone with those fears...
Aloha,