Ottowa sucks moose cock

[mikehunt]

wait, you have no time to answer, yet this is what you plan on devoting your life to?  those two concepts aren't very coherent.

i mean, if you're dedicating your life to something, you should spend all the time you can writing about it in different ways to evolve your views... especially when it's your fucking mission statement.

sounds like you need to get your priorities straightened out.

and yes, antigen, projectile has the same root as the term cedu adopted, "project".  it is a good werd as long as you don't use it every 2 seconds as they did at cedu (the overusage of that werd was very ironic.)[ This Message was edited by: mikehunt on 2004-09-01 12:01 ]

[Son Of Serbia]

Antigen, Laura, listen to me.

I know why Ottawa5 doesn't answer shanlea's question regarding what she likes and would use from cedu's program.  The answer should be obvious to all of you.  Ottawa5 hasn't answered shanlea's question because she CAN'T answer the question.  Remember that O5 has absolutely NO FIRSTHAND KNOWLEGE or PERSONAL EXPERIENCE with the Cedu program.  Ottawa5 doesn't know what aspects she likes and dislikes about Cedus's program, because SHE NEVER EXPERIENCED IT!!!

Everything that Ottawa5 knows about Cedu is based on second-hand information (namely mr. self-surveilance's alledgedly positive experience) and Cedu brochures.  She has no fucking clue how to respond to direct questions about the Cedu program.  The only way for O5 to possibly respond in any way that makes sense, would be to pull these answers from her son!

O5's claims of not having time, or having answered this question before are pure horse-shit! She's stalling until Mr. Self-Surveilance and his alledged group of "positive RMA friends" tell her what to say!

(Shanlea), I believe that you deserve a well earned CONGRATULATIONS!  :nworthy:

[Oppositional Defiance]

*takes a big shit on ottowas and laura*[ This Message was edited by: Oppositional Defiance on 2004-09-01 14:29 ]

[Antigen]

Sos, yup! More than that, though. Even true believers who've been there and swear it saved their lives can't explain how the Program works. As soon as you start to figure out wtf happened there, the effect wears off. Exit counselors sometimes call it 'snapping', as in snapping out of it.

Don't laugh when you leave this courtroom, thinking you have beat the system because you have looked these things up yourself. We are going to get you down the road.
http://proliberty.com/observer/20020101.htm' target='_new'>Washington Superior CourtJudge Rebecca Baker

[**PIXIE DUST**]

O2, don't say that i'm the one who needs something explained to me more simply.  you and you're mom are the ones who can't take the hint (social cue) that you're full of shit and have NO CLUE what so ever what you're talking about.  like i said before, and it applies to YOU too, you and you're mom are both contradicting and hypacritical that you MAKE ME SICK!  (let me know if you need me to say that again using 1st and 2nd grade words)

[Anonymous]

I know I am happy to not see them even on the page.

[ottawa5]

Mike: maybe you're operating under a misconception, that is, that the opinions I get here are the one-and-only basis of my future plans. Only one aspect, I assure you, don't think that I am not seeking info, counsel, insight from other sources as well.

Of course, all this takes time, although it is almost always more pleasant than being here.

This fact notwithstanding, I will get back to the seemingly sincerely-interested-among-you (this would likely not include you, mike)with an answer to your inquiries, although they do exist in previous posts.

Don't get all in a tizzy because I haven't responded to your queries---it is one thing to check in here for a fast-food exchange, it is another to take time to respond in detail.

[mikehunt]

i didn't ever say that i thought that... what i said was basically that i think it's lame that you wouldn't take the time to write out your mission statement; the more you think about it and write it out, the more elaborate it becomes.  it's just kinda strange that you wouldn't take a minute to comment on that (considering this is something you feel so strongly about that you're dedicating your life to it) when you already do take the time to stay involved in our lovely message bored discussions.

[Oppositional Defiance]

The fact that I spend my time writing insanities on this board speaks to how disturbed I am from spending the formative years of my life, the only formative years I will ever get, years that will leave an indelible mark on my soul and in my nightmares, in CEDU institutions. What you are doing, Ottowa5, amounts to barging into a rape support group and calling all the victims whores. Come to speak of it, that's exactly what a rape/molestation victim would be called had she been in a CEDU program herself. She would have it screamed at her, she would have large, scary male members of the staff stalk her around frightening her sexually, all in the name of "breaking the person down". The fact that as a 14 year old child taught to trust my superiors I TRUSTED these people makes me so angry, so angry. And who do I place the finger upon and direct my rage? Who do I hold responsible for this anguish? Was it the fault of the lowly staff; poor, uneducated locals hired and given full license to in every way dominate, rip apart, and torture the _CHILDREN_ who were sent to them, callously, inhumanly, unflinchingly, like the nazis did to their targets? Was it the fault of the executives who were the masterminds of this criminal operation? Was it the fault of the parents who ABANDONED THIER CHILDREN TO MONSTERS OF THE REALEST KIND, parents like you, I dare say, Ottowa5? Being a mindless sheep is all well and good until someone gets HURT, ottowa5, and that's an understatement; I'm serious about my wish for grisly death, torture, murder, and mind-shattering heartbreak-until-insanity upon you, and even that would not be enough, and I would do it myself, in a grand, bloody, old european style gala event with your families watching. But all I can do is write sick words on an electronic router, stored in bits and bytes, my last and only consolation for my life defiled. Why don't you go away, ottowa, why don't you just leave us alone, if you think we are so pathetic and miserable, why do you even bother with us? Why do we even bother with you? Why does "God" allow this to happen? Why do you suck so much moose cock?

The Sage

[Anonymous]

I see no need for you ever to respond to these people again. What you and I and Bryan and whoever else have written, has said it all bravely and accurately. Your metaphor or analogy about the rape victim's group is correct. Not too strong in my opinion- and I am a certified rape counselor.
     You have succintly spoken and I hope that unless it becomes necessary to respond to something intelligent and honest from the Ottowas, you refrain from giving that hatred any more energy. Please understand that I actually feel as much as you do sometimes. I really do understand, but you have spoken so wisely I would hate to see them goad you into more useless threats and childish retaliations. They have so much meat to work with, and respond to, they have apologies to make to each one of us and they STILL have not arranged communication with the "Graduate", so Fuck 'em. We don't need respond until they see that we are the WRONGED. We are the VICTIMS. The issue of trust that you brought up is so much the crux. The issue of WHO is responsible. Who should we hate? You and I both know that CEDU itself and many of the individuals themselves are to blame. And now I know that to some degree...my parents are too. At least as much as me or more. so.
     At least, OD, let me beg you not to physically threaten me for asking you to just cool it down on them...I don't think they're worth it. I would rather hear from the guy who made the last posting. Intelligent and personally helpful to me in remembering yet ANOTHER terrible fucked up thing that I had tried to forget about my own CEDU. so thanx, OD.
-blownaway

[blownawaytheidahoway]

Ah...yes. mmmhmmm. MOOSECOOOOOOOOOOOCK!

[Son Of Serbia]

::puke:: ---That's Ottawa5 puking up MOOSE   JUICE!!!

[**PIXIE DUST**]

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA :rofl:

[Oppositional Defiance]

"I'm just another
Gentleman Loser
driving to Memphis
or somewhere the same"

I suppose after writing all I have you could hardly call me a "gentleman" loser. :smokin:  But that is how I feel sometimes, and that is what I am talking about when I say I have so much anguish and nobody to pin it on. Often out in public, when I try to make a life for myself, I feel so much like a lost soul, someone broken and forgotten, someone wandering, someone who isn't even there at all.

"In a little while...
I'll be gone...
the moment's already past...
yeah it's gone...
I'm not here...
this isn't happening...
I'm not here...
I'm not here..."
-Radiohead, "How to disappear completely and never be found."

Luckily my father and his side of the family have taken it upon themselves to help me have a happy and healthy life. If it weren't for them, I would be out on the streets like Serb and Brian, and do what they did, cause in the end I know I wouldn't shoot myself. No, I don't hate any of you for wishing me to stop posting insane jabber, nor do I or will I ever wish upon any of you any harm. And thank you. You are helping me deal with my pain. All of you are. Seriously though, I truly have enjoyed being able to pull up the website any given day for the past two weeks and see "Ottowa sucks moose cock" at the top of the list. I'm sure Ottowa does too. I'm not an insane, out of control, irrational man, I'm more of a soldier, a thinking man of war, very deadly when he wants to be, but disciplined very well. Well I could use more discipline, I guess. That's why I'm going into marine officer's training on my summers off from college. I would like the opportunity to put foot to ass for my country. And besides, surviving in battlefield conditions is all I have known growing up, so I may as well do something I can do well. :skull:

The Sage

[blownawaytheidahoway]

My favorite thread too!