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Offline Anonymous

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Just a thought!
« on: July 13, 2002, 10:46:00 PM »
I was in kids of BC 86-87 and recognize many of the names on this site and am very happy to hear that so many are doing well.  I was at work about a month ago and was talking to a client and when I asked for there mailing adress they said it was Commerce Way in Hackensack.  I sat at my desk and had a pit in my stomach the same as when i would wake up every day in someones house and have to spend my days in a blue chair.  It was then that I found this site on the internet.  I have to be honest there has been a long time that I have not thought about the program.  I guess somewhere along the way i started a career, became a wife and a mother and forgot what happened before that.    I have some great friends in my life that I made through Kids, but I guess as the last 15 years have gone by I don't even think about how they came into my life I just know what they mean to me.  I have also lost someone that were were all with for so long, and have suffered greatly over the past few years,but all in all I have some wonderful people in my life because of Kids.  It would not be my first choice on how I made these friends but I am happy that something good did come out of all the insanity, and believe that we all share a common bond that no other will ever understand.  I read so many of the postings(Mostly old) and see so many names that are so familiar to me, some that I had been in touch with since then, but lost touch and am happy that so many seem to be doing so well, but at the same time it saddens me to think that this went on so long, and so many people have suffered because of this man.  I think this site is wonderful and the only people who will ever understand are the people on this site who have lived this.  I have tried to explain to people what this was all about, but they just don't get it and never will.
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Just a thought!
« Reply #1 on: July 14, 2002, 01:25:00 AM »
I came into the program a little later in 1991 but the building in the swamps of NJ was just as bad. The pain and misery was just as bad. I try to explain it to my wife and I know she just does not understand. I try to explain bad dreams of being put back in kids at any moment and how it would be to visit me. Not being able to talk, touch, or feel my love for her. I see in her eyes that she does not understand. The hate for Dr. Newton will always be their but We must all move on.
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