if i learned anything from my stay o so many years ago,, is that all emotions are like a river , problems arise out of them only when you stop the flow,, go vent on the place ,, hold yerself a 1 man primal.. just dont get the cops called..altho the talant of introspection goes away after a time,,, still try to be honest with yourself,, i know i dont hate elan cause of the food,, or the corner,, or the gms,, but for there attempt to control my mind in very devious ways, to there own agenda,, not my well bieng,, o ya,, i also hate them for not letting me fool around with lisa f