But , I'll tell ya what ...it doesn't shake my belief in a supreme being who I'll call God. And Greg, I do appreciate all that you have written. It is obvious that you are well learned and I very much respect that. That said, I still believe in God. I don't care if there ever was a great flood, or sodom adn gomorah(sp), I do believe in God. It may be niave, but it gives me comfort in times of hardship. In fact, when I was on first phase, and locked in rooms, starved, beaten, humiliated, etc I would turn to prayer. Believe it or not, it helped me through straight and deal w/my demons after I graduated. I remeber being sat on while on 1st phase. I struggled and cried/screamed for almost an hour. I then tried to calm myself down...it worked, but only when I began asking God to help me. Now, I may have been able to get in the calm state of mind w/out a belief in God, but for me it works. Reading the bible, and studying Jesus's life also helps me set a measuring stick on how my life should be...although, I always fall short. Oh well, such is life.