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http://pub70.ezboard.com/fstraightincsu ... =215.topicCimmerian6
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Posts: 1
(6/7/03 7:01 pm)
Reply Anyone from Island View RTC in Utah it's Jenny U, gold team
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I went to Island View treatment center from 1998-2000. Over 23 months. I was there because I had abuse and abandonment/adoption issues ADD and ODD, borderline personality disorder, and promiscuity (ie monogamous at 16 but still having sex underage thus i must be a sex addict). I got taken down a lot tons of saucer size bruises and a score of broken fingers. Still it took 45 minutes on average to get me to the pink room. They even had to have all the other girls close their doors which never was done prior to my stay. My therapist was Mike Bolloch a nice guy but he stripped my idealistic sprituality away and replaced it with cynical darwinism. He did this because he suspected I was a satanist because I'm gothic. During my stay I became bulemic, picked up cutting and drug issues from the other girls. I was touched by a staff member but they made me sit at a desk and not talk to anyone for a month till I would say I lied. THey told me I would be in and out of mental hospitals the rest of my life. THey thought I was too psychotic for the program and were going to transfer me to Menningers or La AMistad luckily I caused some problems by having a friendship with a staff member. SHe was fired and I was shipped home the next day... It haunts me I wake up in the morning disconcerted from dreams of being back there. I contemplate suicide because being locked up is worse than death so maybe I should kill myself before my liberty can be stripped away from me again. My first day while I was lying face down with 4 women atop me I declared I would write a book; an expose about this hellhole. I have started the book two weeks ago and as I don't work intend to have the rough draft by 2004. Anyways any gold team members or anyone else who would like to talk to me. I was the one with blondish auburn hair and later purple hair to my waist with glasses ussually besplattered with tears. I sometimes wore black dresses or did the hunter thomson thing with khaki pants and hawaian shirts other times i was in filthy island view sweats. "We demand Greatness not complaince, " my ass. I would particularly like to talk to Laura, Emily, Jillian, Alex, or Hope.
eklipz98
Unregistered User
(9/18/03 4:01 pm)
Reply I went to Island View
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Hey whats up. I found your post by randomly searching for "Island View" in Google. I wrote you an email about everything. Email me back when you get my message.
melonsauce@hotmail.com Stephany
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(10/3/03 1:53 pm)
Reply Island View
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I'm so glad I found this site. I had a horrible time at Island View. My therapist was manupulative and decietful. The staff were unfair and unconcerning. I spent 10 months there on Gold Team and hated every waking minute of it. I was there from July 2001 to May 2002 and never got the chance to REALLY deal with the @#%$ that was 'wrong' with me. The ODD, OCD, adoption issues, promiscuity, drug problems - all the things I really should have gotten help with. I was more concerned with Problem Solving on Mondays to see who would get ripped a new @#%$ from Dan Stewart, to who was going on I.F. and for what reason. Please - everyone - feel free to write me. Island View was wrong, and there never really was compliance. The only greatness I can show is proving everyone there wrong in their predictions of what my future life was going to be.
http://www.strugglingteens.com/a...sit03.htmlDo all of our parents think this is what Island View was like?
bobm666
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Posts: 1
(12/19/03 3:36 pm)
Reply Island View
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I don't know about other parents, but after visiting our daughter many times over the last four months it does reflect my views.
Before my daughter went there I read the first post in this thread. Because of it I have looked very hard at their practices and talked to my daughter about them. My daughter's reaction to PSG seems to be about the same as one of the other posts here. However, after talking with my daughter about it and with the Island View staff I feel they do have theraputic value.
My daughter also conceeds that she feels well taken care of and in no danger. She also feels that the staff is well intentioned even if she disagrees with methods or requirements.
I wish you all well
OdeToNoOne23
Unregistered User
(12/24/03 1:33 am)
Reply is it really that bad?
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It it really that horrible? Dear gods, I thought it MIGHT be better than turnabout ranch. What are the teams? What do they signify? Which is the worst?
allisonm
Unregistered User
(1/2/04 9:43 pm)
Reply island view
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to each his own i guess. what a shame you all had such a horrible time ay island view. i spent ten months there on gold team in 1999. Frankly, i credit island view with saving my life. maybe i never would have killed myself but i certainly would have continued to be miserable if it was not for blake taylor and some of the house parents there.
-allison m
Bear
Unregistered User
(1/3/04 7:57 pm)
Reply Props for Island View
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I was upset to see that some of you felt so strongly against the program at Island View. None of you took responsibility for your own actions and behaviors that were viewed as grounds for being sent to Island View. Island View staff didn't kidnap you to their program. Your parents or guardians placed you there. And Island View has guidelines for people who get accepted into the program, obviously you fit the guidelines. So stop whining and suck it up and move on. There are worse things happening in the world to have nightmares about. If you don't think I have the credentials to be talking about this, here's my list:
I was in two mental hospitals for 10 days (total) the summer before I was sent away. I was sent to Island View after two unproductive weeks in wilderness when I was 14. I was there Nov. 1998 through Jan. 2000. I was desperately unhappy and angry at nothing specific at all. I was drinking and messing around with many different people. I was also cutting myself and my classes; I hated myself and my family. My parents felt that they had no other choice in order to keep me alive. I don't necessarily agree with that, but I love who I am today and I wouldn't be who I am today without the people at Island View.
I was there when Jenny U. (from the above response) was there. People just don't get "taken down" for any old reason. If you were taken down it was because you were a threat to yourself or others. It was frightening to watch, but never in all the take downs I witnessed, was anyone hurt. One girl was taken down because she was a compulsive cutter and would use just about anything. Take downs were a measure to keep people safe; that is what they're paid to do. Staff memebers were trained in ways to prevent injury during take downs and they were only performed when absolutely every other route of prevention had been taken.
I had a wonderful therapist who worked closely with my parents and me to bring me to a better understanding of why I felt the way I did and why I did some of the things that I did. I started taking medication and with therapy was eventually ready to move on to a less restrictive environment. I am currently in college, majoring in Business and Design with a minor in Psychology. I am engaged to be married and love life. I am no longer on medication and am not in therapy, but because of the treatment I recieved in Island View, I can tackle problems and issues without losing my sense of self. I am sorry so many of you have been unsuccessful in seeing the positive in what this program offered you. They gave you a chance to start over and you saw it as a nightmare. Good luck to you all, J