I come on this site hoping to hear about legal revolution. I come to this site and volunteer ALL of any of my efforts to start that revolution against people who operate under the guise of the laws that helped them to exploit children and they are still doing it now.
There IS NO LAW IN THIS. Just like there is no law in FEAR.
I come here and see a lot of healing and mostly talking about people who didn't know, back then, what their rights were - and they were just trying to breathe.
But coming to this sight is alot like my enjoyable experience with my computer. I have to back up off the motherfucker alot of the time or otherwise it will drive me crazy. I bought this new computer hoping it would play games, print, scan, and communicate and educate me more for the outside world. I don't know if you would believe all the extra time and money I have had to spend just to get this kind of shitty experience with this fucking computer. I was really gung ho about my computer at first. But now I am still, after all my pulling out my hair and yelling and even kicking the damn P4, going to wind up fucked cos the fucking thing always needs attention.
So, I am tired and bored of it. Nothing seems to have a solution. I always read up on all the events surrounding PumpGate but they just seem to be rewrites of all the fucking things I read two months ago. I have tried to follow others and find attorneys, even ones we claim to be using, and get shut down whenever I open my mouth about what I am doing - even shut down by fellow survivors. Its these same survivors who tell me I should find forgiveness and start living, that come here and post about how mad they are at their enemies and how hard it is for them to forgive when noone pays mind to the wrong(those enemies are mine, too) Hmm.
I am not asking for ANY advice about any of this, I a merely stating that nothing is EVER done, in my life experience, unless I do it on my own.
I hear a lot of preaching about forgiveness, but I do not see it being demanded. I hear a lot about getting EVEN and collecting compensatory, punitive, and injuctive damages - but I do not see it being ACTED on. I hear a lot about the enemy eventually going to fall, and plans for the FUTURE, the far future, but don't see any actions now that will achieve the motions more quickly toward this "intention". The two don't seem to be related here, even: intention and motion.
So, at best I think that coming here for me is just going to be talking shit and talking more shit. I have offered my services physically, publicly, anonymously, and in several other ways. I am told to wait or that I am going about things the wrong way. You know I am not and I know I am not.
I guess I am Irish like that. But I don't have to be any nationality to see that a change of true bodily physical action should become unified in order to happen.
