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Offline John Olsakovsky

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« Reply #45 on: September 12, 2003, 02:21:00 AM »
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On 2003-09-11 07:17:00, Anonymous wrote:

" Ditto, to the last post. some of y`all act like such experts and the advice is anything but helpful.Whoever wrote the first post obviously was angry, does that make them sick? I can`t blame them for blasting you, you seem very enabeling.I`ve never found that to be to helpful in real life, forget about kids. "


It's readily apparent that someone hasn't gotten fully de-programmed, if at all.
You'll either see your bullshit for what it truly is or you'll die brainwashed.
Neither option is pleasant, but one makes for a lot happier lifetime.

"Study history, lest ye be damned to repeat it."  I'm not going to be so pompous as to say I know the source of this quote.  I don't.
But it's all too poignant.

Our history involves an abusive rehabilitation facility that damaged the lives of hundreds of adolescents, including most of the readers of my words.  It involves (present tense, as Newton & Co. still have their emotional grip on his loyal followers and possibly others of whom we know nothing) incomprehensable abuses and cult-like brainwashing techniques, in the name of salvaging the lives of youth from drugs or food or behavior or sex or whatever that wanna-be saviour thought he could 'cure' us of.

I choose to prevent this from being repeated, so I remember Kids.  I remember the loneliness.  I remember the humiliation.  I remember the pain.  I remember the bullshit.  I remember the staff-imposed guilt.  I remember the restraints, the violence, the anger, the sadness, the fear and the lost feeling of floating in a sea of disfunction guided by Capt. Newton.

What about you?  Are you going to merely forget that this ever happened so that if it happens to your son/daughter or the son/daughter of someone you know & care about, you can forget about that too?  Perhaps turn a blind eye towards what other atrocities are being committed against other teen-agers.

What's sad is every day some screwed up teen is put into a facility for "help" and leaves worse off than when they entered.  They all feel that exact same fear you did on day one.  They get a piss test, some Kwell shampoo and a shitty haircut.  They will have to spend an undetermined amount of time in an unforgiving environment with all dignity and humanity stripped of them, all in the name of bettering their lives.
Just like you & I.

I will remember Kids until the day I die.  It will always be a vivid memory that stirs up emotion, mostly unpleasant, yet necessary to prevent it from happening to anyone I know.
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« Reply #46 on: September 16, 2003, 11:12:00 AM »
Well said, John!

It is a travesty that some in KIDS think that their program was somehow different than Straight when it was the exact same program with the exact same child abuser running the show.

One has to wonder why a "survivor" would urge someone whose goal is to expose the bad guys to "forget kids."

But like you, John, I won't let the memory die until every last kid is released from their captivity. This isn't just about a program or a particular man that hurt us, it's about a treatment model that needs to be exposed and annihilated.
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« Reply #47 on: September 16, 2003, 04:17:00 PM »
what`s the point here exactly? I don`t see anything getting accomplished in this way. It seems very distructive if anything. And I hate to say this but it all seems very immature.                                                                   -concerned
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« Reply #48 on: September 16, 2003, 04:45:00 PM »
Well I have to admit you`re right and I have to admit that I have joined in on some of the nastiness, sorry, that isn`t right. I can`t help getting so pissed off at these fuckers(sorry again!)who always want to start a witch hunt. Some body help me, is this site about that? Is it all about hatred for dr. doodamage and having a place to bitch and moan? If so tell me so I can bug out and not keep hoping I`ll see people who have surmounted these limitations, offer hope and healing through sharing and forgiveness! Maybe this isn`t the site for me, thats a bummer `cause this could really help so many lost souls who can only identify with people like us, and obviously haven`t found a way out!Even with all the shrinks they`ve been seeing!Oh well,I guess ever body has to find their own way. But wouldn`t it be better if WE provided a place to grow from all this shit instead of fueling the fire that only burns me in the end?
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« Reply #49 on: September 16, 2003, 05:02:00 PM »
Give it up dude or dudette, these "fuckers" who actually list there names here aren`t about to resign from their "chief seats" of pomp and power! In a very very sick way they get something out of keeping the anger and resentments alive and well. where would they be without this site? If you will notice, most people meet old buds here and move on,they know it will always be ruled by these dopes who have to have an illness and offer no healthy solution.All these years have past and they`re still full of hate, not much progress there.
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« Reply #50 on: September 16, 2003, 05:05:00 PM »
I guess so, but one can hope can`t they?
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« Reply #51 on: September 16, 2003, 05:09:00 PM »
okay, you guys I think I understand?Its kinda like misery loves company? right?
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« Reply #52 on: September 16, 2003, 05:11:00 PM »
some have found the way out, some have not. basically you can be better or bitter.
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« Reply #53 on: October 06, 2003, 10:18:00 AM »
Oh, my God, the same thing happened to me.  I was so scared about it.  They said I did it on purpose.  I felt humiliated.  It was like my first night.  I hated all the stuff they said in there.  Drew said I need to shut my mouth cause I look like a fish.  To this day I still feel sad about that.
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« Reply #54 on: November 20, 2003, 04:03:00 AM »
JODIIIII!!!!!!!!  lol...girl, u have got to contact me...i miss u.
email...ill give u my home number
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