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« on: May 05, 2002, 01:08:00 PM »
My name is Mindi.  I was in the Springfield, VA Straight from March 1990 - June 1991.  Fortunately, I missed out on most of the physical abuse that eventually led to the relocation of that particular Straight from Springfield, VA to Columbia, MD, and later to close altogether.  Unfortunately, I did not miss out on the psychological abuse that only helped to lower my already abysmal self-esteem -- a low self-esteem that was not a symptom of my adolescent alcohol and drug abuse, but a cause.  Perhaps worst of all, Straight drove me to deliver some physical and psychological abuse to others in desparate attempts to escape the place.

I am now 28 years old.  After years of self-medication slowly replaced by ongoing professional therapy for major depression -- a serious mental condition that Straight, among other institutions this "problem child" was consigned to, either overlooked or chose to ignore -- I feel like I am a (relatively) well-adjusted adult.  Perhaps this is why I have finally gone in search of other people like me, and hopefully some people I knew -- to see how they are doing, say "I'm sorry" to some, and "Hey, let's get together" to others.

I'm not sure if I will be checking this forum regularly (getting the job done at work and at home doesn't always leave time for the Internet), but I am selecting the option "Notify by email when replies are posted".  If you are a Straight survivor -- particularly of the Springfield, VA Straight in the early 1990's -- please feel free to reply to this post.  I'd like to hear from you.
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« Reply #1 on: May 05, 2002, 10:07:00 PM »
Cleopatra, I was a survivor of Straight Inc. Plymouth MI (April 1990 till November 1990).
I can understand what you are going through with depression because I have that too.. however it wasn't from Straight, I've had it for years now and even before that.
I have been on so much medication and finally found the right one 5 years ago.

However, I CAN blame Straight for being sensitive to the sun, no matter if it's cloudy outside in the daytime I still need to wear sunglasses.
One good thing about my eyesite is that my parifial vision is much better for driving (since watching newcomers and all that).
I know nothing is wrong with my site generally since I was checked out not too long ago and have 18/20 vision, all of my life I've never had to wear glasses.

Anyway, regarding rehab.. I knew I had a drug problem before going in there, but I never aknowledged it until I was there. I haven't used drugs in 12 years (since my intake) and I haven't had a drink in nearly a year.
I don't attend AA meetings, I feel I have a strong enough will to say no and to avoid people who are in the "drug crowd" it isn't for me and my mind doesn't need to get messed up again.

I'm glad you are here Mindi.. if you (or anyone else) want to talk to me sometime.. my Yahoo ID is
miladyjerrico1972@yahoo.com

I use that for the messenger as well as my email.

Take care
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« Reply #2 on: May 05, 2002, 10:31:00 PM »
Lady,



Thank you for replying to my posts, on this thread and on the other one.



I too was depressed prior to Straight.  It wasn't until after I got sober (with the help of Straight, but more so AA); became an addict again some years after that; and, a few years after I'd starting using again, began replacing self-medication with  professional therapy that I was finally diagnosed and began to deal with my depression.  I thought something was wrong with me before I sought help, but I was terrified to go to a doctor for a long time because I thought, based on my experiences as a juvenile, that I would be locked up!



After much deliberation, I still can't decide whether Straight was beneficial or detrimental to me overall.  I do think it left me with a lot of additional baggage to overcome, in addition to my depression and addictive personality.



I hardly ever turn Yahoo Messenger on, but when I do, I am Cleopatra2U on there too.

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« Reply #3 on: May 06, 2002, 10:19:00 AM »
I felt that Straight was helpful to me only for a few things.. one being able to have better parifial vision, two they scared the crap out of me so much during my time spent there that I would never use drugs again, and three.. my parents were more loving than ever after I left.. they were quite verbally and physically abusive to me and my sister before I went in Straight.

More mental and emotional distress was brought on more than anything at Straight only because I witnessed a few cop outs, restraints and also plugging away in group to people who some, never used drugs before.

If anything that this place did physically (that was good) was I saw a lot of my state of Michigan and now know nearly where I am when I travel.
I don't worry about getting lost because I know I've been to nearly every host home from here to nearly Grand Rapids, west, and my parents took me to Mackinaw Island when I was younger and I don't get lost along the way when I travel up north.

I found out that depression is a chemical inbalance that there are certain amount of brain activity that need to be passed from one end to the other. If they are blocked or if none of these "cells" or (I forget the technical term) if they can't be processed, then there is a reaction called "depression" it's considered now a common thing and can be treated with therapy or medication, sometimes both is needed to get the right affect.
I haven't been to therapy in nearly a year, I can't afford it now.. I've been to so many I know what I need to do for myself to get help with depression and the things I need to think about and do in my daily life so I don't need to worry so much and be depressed or even suicidal.
I know as long as I take the medicine I'm on, I should be o.k. :smile:
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« Reply #4 on: August 04, 2002, 07:23:00 AM »
Mindi,  Im Scott. I was in Straight VA from 7-25-90 for 15 months. I just stumbled upon this site. I have never really talked about my Straight experience with anyone b/c its so hard to explain. I have been trying to unwash my brain for 10 years now. Anyways, it is good to see that there are people that can understand and relate to the experience. Scott@pactskateshop.com
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« Reply #5 on: October 07, 2002, 09:06:00 PM »
Hi. Mindy.  This is .  I was "over age", I stayed at your host home, I still remember your fold out spongy couch thing. I was there 1/27/90-3/91, I ended up on staff for a little while..I was good friends with Hope  . Shoot me a note if you get this message.

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« Reply #6 on: October 09, 2002, 11:36:00 AM »
Hi Mindy et al,

My is Reid, I was the first or second 5th phaser in Springfield in '82.  I was there before the first lawsuit and even lived in the plaintiff's house.  It took me 20 years to get over it, through it, and past it.  Life is great now.

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« Reply #7 on: July 29, 2003, 02:41:00 PM »
Mindi,

I was there in the early 90's.  I just found this site today.  I too have been diagnosed with depression after many years of therapy.  When I left Straight (escaped) I had to go to a psychologist for a year just to get back into society.  I was scared to leave the house for fear I would do something wrong (read, listen to music, etc.).  I spent most of my time at the Freeman's house when I was there.  I turned 18 while I was there and escaped from a host home in May of 1991 after getting put back on 1st phase.  Did you ever go to the Freeman's?  Your name sounds familiar.  I look forward to hearing from you.

Heather
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« Reply #8 on: August 21, 2003, 05:44:00 PM »
Mindi, my name is Roland Miller. I don't remember you but I was in there from 11-89 to 05-90. Mybe you remember me? Tall, skinny, black hair, arms flailing wildly to the pompous comedy stylings of that idiot Mr. Nixon? Keesha Posey I remember you though. What's up dudes? feel free to e-mail me If you want to talk some smack or vent. No offense to any staffers or pro-straight people, but I'm one of those with a negative take on the place. What can you do?
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« Reply #9 on: August 26, 2003, 04:46:00 AM »
HEY, BACK IN THE AREA AFTER AN EXTENDED STAY IN SUNNY ARIZONA.  GRADUATED FROM5515 BACKLICK BACK IN 87/8. NO CONTACT WITH ANYONE FROM THEN AS MOST OF US WERE GLAD TO GET OUT ONE WAY OR ANOTHER.  JUST THOUGHT I'D SAY HI AND SEE IF ANYONE OUT THERE REMEMBERS ME. ALL THE BEST.

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« Reply #10 on: September 10, 2003, 09:46:00 PM »
I was in Springfield from 90 - 92.....What is your last name?  Back then my name was Shannon Fuhrman....today it is Failor.  Kelley Walker was also in the program at that time and her and I stay in close contact.  Do you remember either of us?
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« Reply #11 on: September 10, 2003, 09:49:00 PM »
Kecia!  How cool to come across your name!  I just got back from spending the weekend w/Kelley Walker and we chatted about both you and Hope!  How have you been?  Oh, back then I was Shannon Failor....do you remember me?  You were my oc my first night in.  Hope to hear from you....
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« Reply #12 on: September 10, 2003, 09:51:00 PM »
Heather, what is your last name?  This is Shannon Fuhrman....I was in Springfield from 90 - 92....hope to hear from you soon!
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« Reply #13 on: September 15, 2003, 08:19:00 PM »
Scott, what is your last name?  I was in from 6/90 - 6/92.....Shannon Fuhrman.  Do you remember me?  Long curly red hair.  Spent 13 months on 1st phase looking like shit b/c of it!
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« Reply #14 on: September 25, 2003, 10:49:00 PM »
I don't know if you read the straight alumni posts, but your name sounds familiar, probably from there.

I have just discovered all this shit on the net. My husband thinks I am freaked out cause I cannot beleive that there are all these other people, 'survivors', out there.
I just came across this message and felt the need to reply.
i THINK i AM KINDA IN YOUR SHOES NOW...AND BEING A YEAR SINCE YOU WROTE THIS MESSAGE....i WONDER HOW YOU GOT THROUGH THE LAST YEAR.  mAYBE YOU CAN HELP ME THROUGH THIS.

i WAS A MISBEHAVER, AND FOR ONLY SEVEN MONTHS...BUT i THINK 7 MONTHS ON THE FLOOR IS ENOUGH....

i LOOKED UP 'STRAIGHT' ON THE INTERNET AND COULDN'T BELEIVE WHAT i FOUND.  i AM 29, AND PRETTY FUNCTIONAL...LOL

Anyway, just wondering how you are.....
I was in Springfeild from 8/89 - 3/90?..
Maybe I know you......
Kelly
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