I am not powerless over anything (except how bad TV sucks these days & stuff like that; nothing much I can do about that). I decide not to turn my druggie will over to anyone! I am not searching fearlessly for anything to reveal about myself. Screw that -- nunya, biznatch. If I'm wrong, tough shit; I'm only human, and amends are not always necessary. Having merged with God, there is no need for "seeking through prayer or meditation." I am aware that Straight was fucked up and still exists today and will spread the word. Peace out.