I pumped my first $4 a gallon gas today before heading to Chattanooga to visit my dad. Back in 1978 we had a gas crisis of sorts and gas rose I guess a whole dollar more a gallon. I'm not sure because I was on front row. I remember that it was around 85 cents a gallon when I went in on June 16, and by my 90th day it had gone up to about $1.79 a gallon and people were freaking out. The clients that lived farthest away like Land 'O Lakes, Sarasota, and Tampa did not have to come in after school and the fringe clients had all sorts of priveleges. The gas situation led to what was later to be known as the "Tampa Screw-Up." We had unsupervised clients back on drugs and coming into group high on Saturdays. Once it came out, we lost about 90 clients damn near overnight and it led to wonderful new inventions such as "Open Meeting Review" which was about as bad as it could get.
In the world of the here and now, I am sorry for being away for so long, but I have been pretty busy. I got laid off from my part time job in May and have been collecting unemployment. Being on disability, I did not take getting a new job seriously and then Social Security decided to pull the rug out from under me. I lost my benefits due to purposely botched paperwork starting July 3rd. This came as a total surprise to me, and right in the middle of an apartment move.
Needless to say, I had a damn relapse and about lost my fucking mind. Thoughts of suicide surfaced for the first time since the early 90's, and I lost 15 pounds from the move and the stress. I've been scraping by and have most of my bills for this month paid for as well as a kitchen full of food. I feel fortunate that I was able to keep the phone/DSL the same and they even waived the reconnect fee. Ditto with the Cleveland Utilities and they even waived the deposit and actually refunded the first deposit. This is unheard of. I attended church heavily out of fear and a sense of hopelessness and my faith has been made alot stronger by the whole experience. When it comes right down to it, I have had it fairly easy for a little too long really. This kick in the ass has really woken me up and gave me the resolve to get the hell off Disability and get back to relying on myself. I even started a side business venture to sell way-out bumper stickers, buttons, and refrigerator magnets, but it has not taken off like I had hoped. I just have to hang in there and keep on plugging. Anyone interested in buying some of my stock for gifts/gags/personal use below retail price can e-mail me at
chongo_spfl@yahoo.com and I will send you back an e-mail with some samples along with prices and you can go from there. My business is called Trickbrain Gift Ideas and is licensed and I have a tax number. I will only be making 50 cents or less profit per item, so please don't think I am using this forum for personal gain. I made a sound business decision in some unsound times and its taken a huge bite outta my ass is all. Thanks for your support, Bob in Tennessee.