After talking to dozens and dozens of people about this, turning to everyone I possibly can for support or ideas, yes laughing and joking is the only way to try to get through this.
It makes me feel better, makes me think there may be some hope. My friends tell me to try to think positive. Joking makes me think positive.
The situation is getting bleaker by the day, I haven't been permitted contact with my child for MONTHS, and I don't know when or ever I WILL get to talk to him again or what he will be like when I can!!!!
I have contacted every person I can possibly think of!!!!!!!!!!
This tread is making me angry and I wish I had never read it.
Whoever you are, I am very sorry for not reacting the way you would have liked me to react. What exactly AM i supposed to do?


Police won't help as the kid is court ordered to the program. They will NOT defy a court order.