Is everyone here as f*cked up as I am?

[ehm]

The "damaged goods" comment was a rude comment to my ears as well. Oh well, there's always someone out there, who doesn't have the guts to use their name, but likes to label and insult other's integrity.

You are not a marked woman, you are a woman who has suffered some serious emotional traumas. I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm happy to hear you are with your second child now. As far a breaking down goes, you are not crazy if you are questioning your own sanity, in doing so, you are proving to yourself you are very sane. We 'self-check' to heal ourselves. Insane people don't question whether they are sane or not. What you feel is a normal part of grieving. My daughter and I lost her Daddy 2 years ago, and the grieving sometimes feels as if it will never go. The loss you suffered may never quite heal. All we have is now.
Take care,
Morli ::heart::

[Anonymous]

I apologize for the "damaged goods" statement. I knew better than to say that. I was making a lame attempt at light-hearted humor and sarcasm and wasn't seriously suggesting that anyone on this board was "damaged goods". I'm wrong. Sorry.

[ehm]

Wow, cool. Thanks for saying that.
*shakes our hand*  :smile:

[2dogs]

Hey Momma,
  I was in about as long as you during 86'-88'. I can't even let myself start to imagine your pain over your loss. I had to hug my 15 month girl after I read what you wrote.
  I was going through some tough shit a few months back that no amount of RSA could fix. And I mean the the Rationa Self Analysis that I taught myself to deal with the real world after Straight. I finally went and talked to my regular Doctor , and he put me on Paxil. After a couple of weeks of adjusting I feel like I use to before I got so overwhelmed. I think it is so totally worth a try.
   BTW Mrs Schupp could get evil too , But only when no one else was watching. Bet we knew a bunch off the same people. I've talked to a few since finding this site , and a few aren't really ready to remember. Good luck and don't trip too hard... We are all worthless in the universe and being deserving is just a made up idea. You just got to come to realize you are the only authority in your life , you ARE God in a way ,so screw all that shit that got beat into you head. NONE of it was real or true. It was just a business that made good $ for a while and we were the raw materials. Anyway you are almost there you just can't see it yet. See you on the other side...Joey Pechette

[JDavid]

Well, I applied it to myself & ran it through my steps & did a moral inventory & asked my higher power & my spiritual awakening was that I am damaged goods

[gduncan]

Hey Anonymous-  I respect the fact that you  apologized.  I think it's easy for comments to be misconstrued.