It has been somewhere around 20 yrs ago I suffered as a child in a straight spin off for approx 2 yrs. I dont know how i survived in the years after I was not myself had no center or balance. I was abandoned after I 7th stepped and it was either finish high school and be homeless or quit school to work so i could pay rent. I chose a roof over my head. some yrs later i got my ged and went to college for a bit. I never really stuck with anything or anyone as i was completely distrusting. i had a string of jobs never lasting more than a yr. I was truely lost and didnt know it was b/c of the program as I had totally blocked it out. I still dont have much memory of the trama but i can sure tell you the effects i lived out in my 'life' b/c of it. my prob now is i have student loans i cant pay back the intrest is unbelievable and i dont know what to do i dont trust anyone or know anyone i could turn to to help get this resolved. I'm quite sure I am disabled and should be relieved of this debt but dont know haw to go about it. I'm not trying to skirt my responsibilities. I have alot of responsibilities now to try and heal and take care of my family. I hate this hanging over my head...has anyone been in this situation? or found a solution? i would love to hear it. Thanks you, this has been the only place i have been able to say anything about anything to...
