the cedu forum is officially dead

[Anonymous]

I couldn't even find it on the main page at first, I'm not used to it being pushed so far down. Everyone bitched about the people who ragged on each other, but that was the only time any real conversation came out...now there's nothing. too bad.

[Anonymous]

So, point me to the forums, thanks!

I remember all of it. I would be happy to have some of the mentally-ill f-ups who ran the place reenact those all night brain damaging, boring, stifling, confounding, dishonest, retardfests for the rest of eternity on a spinning plate in a very hot corner of hell.

But that's just me, you know.

Hey, just found this place, amazing. I've run into a few folks who'd been through the manic-depressive rip-off bullshit programs - this is some shit.

I'm really stunned. I went to therapy, made peace with myself that all the crazy f-s who ran the place deserved to die, (well most, not a few, but most), and die painfully, and also, that they be prolonged, tortuous deaths...

So I daydreamed, because they had caused me so much pain, or, some such thing. And I somehow got on, and moved on.

I don't know. Doing a million things these days. Would happily shoot Rudy Bentz in the knees, if the governor would give me permission first, of course.

I tried to explain to my mother, who sent me, that the place was a cult. I wonder how she'll respond to seeing all this web stuff relating the fact that  the place was a cult?

Don't know. Odd, crazy, strange stuff. Wow, I'm really taken aback. I just never looked.

I don't think - no, there wasn't a web when I was a teenager, so this just wasn't here. F-in a.

How are y'all?

[Anonymous]

William,

(I remember you as Bill)

Fornits is wild. I was as stunned as you when I stumbled onto this place about 5 months ago.

I stayed up the whole night going through the old posts that are on here. It's amazing in the last 4 years who has popped in.  (Staff and several people I am sure you will remember.)

At first it was a little bit of an addiction, I wanted to see and find more, and different posts triggered different memories.

I had my parents go onto this site and read it. It was important for me to show them what bullshit it was that they sent me to and to see how hurt people are as a result of that school. I was pretty shocked to think that we are now called "survivors."

But I agree. The shit we went through was absolute hell.

You have taken the pill and now are on the other side. (Matrix analogy)
The truth can be painfull....

Good luck. It's always interesting for me to see when someone has been enlightened to this site. I found it to be quite therapeutic...

[blownawaytheidahoway]

I'm really glad that you two found the forum.
I've found little brothers and sisters, old acquaintances, and most importantly, the chance to re examine the experience.

It's a pleasure to read posts here, and it's the only place, right now, where there is discourse about the issues at hand.  Mainly, that it all still goes on, and that many aspects of these places are BAD.
-blownaway