Hi Lisa,
Thanks for the kind words. All day at work I kept remembering things like when I got beaten unconscious by a new comer who was absolutely psychotic. I was so freaked out that I would become the days scapegoat in group that when I came to and found that the kid had kicked out the window I shoved my hand through the remaining shards. I still have the scars and have permanent nerve damage.
It's amazing the bull shit I tell people who ask about the scars... Its easier to fabricate something then have to some how explain the truth.
The more I allow myself to remember the deeper it gets. :scared:
I often wonder about people Like Sonya Maria Merethy, Ian chaves and his sister, Brian Disponet, Kent Buchnam, The Malone Family, Chuck Hargrave?(Staff ), Bob Schools, Dennis someone, Terry Smith and these two sisters from NYC thier parents owned a Deli and would from time to time bring in hundreds of sandwiches for all the kids. I read about Christen Stotlemyer I was floored. I tried to keep in touch with Chris I visited him shorly before he blew his brains out. He went to straight because he was lonely... He never ever got high or drank.
I often wonder what I would do if I had the chance to confront some of the staff like Jim Sailor,Dean Mistreda, Courtney?, Steve ? :flame:
I am so grateful that I found this place.
Rich